how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
aHhhhhhhh...i'm back!!!! feels so good to sleep on my own clean bed. not to mean i didn't enjoy those few days at the chalet. we pretty much just lazed around in the day. the nights were funer(is there such a word?). much more. most of the 1st day was spent waiting...for people, for food, for the room, everything. don't think i'll be going back to pasir ris' chalets anytime soon. there is just nothing to do there. haha. everything's just so damn expensive. come to think of it, we really didn't do anything much. we swam, we ate, we lazed. the 1st night's the bbq. 2 from our sec 3 camp instructors came. jeffri waz kinda, i don't know, more flirtatious i guess. gives me the creeps. peishi and ningzi and the more boy crazy gurls (haha) were entertaining them the whole night. we(the more normal ones, i mean, they guys are more than 25!) were upstairs watching charmed n smallville. played cards n watched soccer (with booze!) the whole night through. crashed at bout 5+? people woke up waaaay to early the next morning. had breakfast, then it's back to the very important lazing 'round in the room(s). went swimming late afternoon. came back for dinner. was a bit isolated during dinner. irritated as well. the bunch with peishi wanted to have sting ray for dinner. i wanted to join them. at first. but wen lin just kinda ran off without even telling me( coz we were the only ones with the rest of the grp). so irritated i was. to tell the truth...i waz very irritated by wenlin for the whole of 3 days. you know, bits n pieces add up. isolated coz i didn't really have much to talk about with the rest. i was shy. seriously. derrick n some of the guys were really nice coz they made the effort to talk(entertain) to me.
went back to the room after that. lazed around, watched tv. the unbeatables 3 was a show everyone of us will sit around to watch. went swimming after that! haha. that was soo fun. super fun. the highlight of the whole chalet. played catching n all kinds of silly games in the pool. got chased out because it was after hours. went back to the chalet(again). watched tv. some of us did our own stuff(cards, tv, nothing). then we kinda all( those that have not slept at that point) grouped together and talked. the whole night through. ningzi was bugging us to go watch the sunrise, but it rained. so we slept instead. moved away from the bed i was sharing with zhaoming jieying n marie coz there wasn't enuff space (for me). haha. jianxiong den moved away from where he was sleepin so mi n wenlin(bleugh) got on the mattress wif qingfeng(!!) margeret n derrick. den marg n dick went off somewhere n qing moved away!!!!!!! from me!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh. i don't like feeling like this. but then again, we were really veri close, maybe toooo close for comfort. hurt i was. haa..
really liked this time round's chalet coz there were people from all over sec 3. the guys were really nice(nicer than expected). although we didn't do much, we got to know the rest better. we talked alot...so everything's kinda good. derrick was really nice...so was zhoo(ahah). qing was a big cold =[. i would rate the whole chalet 2 very enthusiastic thumbs up.
argh..gotta go
xoxo
wish for the day: hope i dream of someone....
just so proud of myself
ahhhhh...been wasting the whole of today away. we're all getting old here. actually, i washed the clothes this morn..er.. afternoon, right after waking up. that plus the fact that it rained and i had to help bring in clothes that aren't mine. so there. cooped up in front of the computer for more than 4 hour is NOT a good thing. cooped up in front of the computer for more than 4 hours and not have done anything is even more so. come to think of it, my whole day kinda passed by in a blur. trying to find a nice skin for dear bloggie here. meanwhile...just zoning out
later,
xxx
Introductions: i'm 15 reaching out to touch female amkssian you in the leo middle of the freakish night and I don't weird know if I've been slight schizophrenic sleeping but mood swinger I singaporean hold my different pillow tight are you frank real or are you real my loud imagination playingindecisive games i can set you free you'll always be proud my eternal boring flame your obstinate dreamy gothic eyes they just wont say good-bye well it must be my indifferent fate cause i body-mods enthusiast just cant escape and the passion never dies...
im here again, most probably for the last time for the day. watching temptation island now, and marveling at how the show disgusts and attracts me at the same time. shannon's being high n mighty, sayin how flirting and fooling around is so not her. puh-leeze. the things people do to fool themselves. gotta go sleep soon. hafta rest up to prepare for another boring day ahead. thinking of changing the layout of this place, so maybe that'll happen tomorrow.
interesting thought to hang onto: talked alot to someone today. hehz
off now,
xxxo
in in again. beginning to sound irritating, i am. anyways, i thought i should put up a program rundown of yesterday's competition.
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with performances by the ark singers and fan yi chen n lin zhi xuan.(yep, u've guessed it, i'm gettin' sick of the chinese)
hoho, one more lame excuse for adding blogs to my page. today's a boring day. would be even more so if i didn't drag myself out of bed. had red cross today at 8, but *surprise surprise* after yesterday, had difficulty waking up. i was actually reminding myself to wake up the moment the alarm sounds but...bad thing's i forgot to actually on it. so imagine my shock when i woke at 10++ and found it to be 10++. called ningzi, she said i needn't come if i didn't feel like it. truth be told, i wasn't feeling the best this morning. decided on not going. went out to pee, and found my uncle at home. that gave me a whole new meaning for going to school. basic same thing every saturday, went to school, waited for dismissal, went for lunch. life's such a sickening routine. reached home at around 2, went for a nap. woke up at 'round six...watched bits of tv..and am here ever since.
i just thought, if i couldn't post one blog per day, why not post a few a day? so that's what i'm gonna do, blog blog blog. whole buncha crap at one go. wheeeeeee. i think i truly have fun doing these boring things.
went to edwin's competition yesterday. were all excited, nervous, whatever for him. we were practically a whole buncha live wires on loose. heh. the com's held at NTU, which was faaaar away. had quite some time on the train, and we wasted time away with quizes. one of them was to choose your fave rose color out of purple, pink, yellow and blue. i chose blue..which meant that i might be somebody's third party. man, that really got me worrying.haa. anyways, all of the contestants were fa-bu-lo-so. man, there goes another job oppotunity. heh again. liked the sound of one of the contestants, but she was a total female dog. she got 2nd (i think) anyways. ed didn't even GET A THIRD.( the caps weren't there on purpose, i accidentally hit the caps button n then decided this potrays my sentiments exactly.) i personally think the song he chose wasnt't that impressive. he apparently didn't feel anything much bout not gettin' anythin', but...
went to chomp chomp(again) for supper. it's beggining to seem that chomp chomp is a definate destination for any late night excursions. but anyways had to dine( yeah dine) with kai'an n gavin coz we had to play cab-mates with 'em. actually that was kinda nice of them. the rest of the guys, they just kinda, split. kai'an, being 18 and the ever so trying to impress someone guy, bought beer. got drunk, kinda, before finishing his 1st bottle. started talking. real lot. i mean, he just yakked away all of lives. oh and he was trying to literally force food down our throats. hah. yest night's good coz we(actually me) made some friends.
My Public Apology to Christina Aguilera..., November 6, 2002
Reviewer: faerie2332 from Southern California, United States
OK here goes...I'll admit it...I was a card-carrying, dues-paying member of the We-Hate-Christina-Aguilera Club. I thought she was just another one of those ... teen acts with no talent. So I heard her sing "Beautiful" all live and acoustic-y on MTV and I found myself digging on it in spite of myself. So I bought the record. OH MY [goodness]!! So here goes...words I never thought I'd say: CHRISTINA ROCKS!! Now I have a pretty eclectic taste in music but I NEVER thought I'd be wowed by someone who was once considered a "pop princess." I mean, Jane's Addiction, Tool, Pearl Jam, DMX and yes, Eminem, are among my favorite acts so this is not coming from someone who generally digs on the lighter side of pop.
Christina Aguilera is a talent; a huge, beautiful voice and, surprisingly, a mature and thoughtful artist. So I don't care who you are or what you normally listen to, if you like good music, BUY THIS RECORD, BUY THIS RECORD, BUY THIS RECORD!! Really!! You won't be disappointed, I promise, and this is coming from one of the most jaded, 25-year-old, music fans you'll ever meet in your life.
My favorite highlights of the album are: "Fighter" (Dave Navarro on guitar, YAY!), "Beautiful," "Make Over," "Soar," "I'm OK," and "Singing My Song." But really, all the tracks are awesome and for those of you who have only heard the single "Dirrty" it is so NOT indicative of the rest of the record. Which isn't to say I don't like the track, it's ... fun to get down to, but there's so many other facets to this record you really have to listen to the whole thing.
So in closing, I take back anything bad I ever had to say about this amazing artist and tell everyone to buy it and crank it up!!
I was surfin 'round amazon when i saw this review. Amazing isn't it? Just wanted to show out of the goodness of my heart. Serious.
oh i wish i had more determination.
