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The Post, Pt 1
today im breaking my period of silence.
so blogger decided to change its outfit a little. its wierd. kinda feeling disorientated right now. itz like, waking up in your own bed only to find that that's about the only thing left that you know. everything else is just....new.
kinda like school now. changed places - not that sze yiah is a bad seat-mate but... kinda not acustomed to change. dont like change in fact. reeling from the fact that rama looked smug as she was changing places. maybe it was just me, and looking at the amount of hate in my life specially reserved for her, i would say it really was....but what the heck. missing felicia right now...but i guess it aint that bad, coz i get to see her during english.
ahhh dun mind me, i've just got a case of homesickness.
in a way it really is homesickness isnt it? well, you're supposed to treat the school like your second home...
watched charlie's angels: full throttle today.
GIRL POWER rules!!
here's a brief look at the essentials to a good movie:
1. cast
- kidding me? you have cameron diaz, drew barrymore and lucy liu as lead..plus added attractions like demi im-a-GI-jane-and-im-strong moore, bruce willis, pink...need i say more?
2. directing
- jaw-dropping action sequences. 'nuff said.
3. humor
- the helen sass jokes were hillarious. if i had a big empty space and i was alone, i would've rolled around already. funny lil gestures here and there... plus (i know im sick) the bad guy's irish(?) accent was funny.
4. plot
- erm..who cares about plot when there's all the other stuff preoccupying you?
so in all..show was good.
couldn't hurt that there were couple of hot bods here and there...heh
learnt a new word today.
Insidiousin·sid·i·ous
1. Working or spreading harmfully in a subtle or stealthy manner: insidious rumors; an insidious disease.
1. Intended to entrap; treacherous: insidious misinformation.
1. Beguiling but harmful; alluring: insidious pleasures.
BORED!!!
half a day gone at red cross... and still half more to go. argh.
should see the sky right now. that's right, my new hobby - sky watching. actually not really, being always an avid fan of skies and stars, just now i got the cam to take down the more interesting ones. anyway, i digressed. so the sky..it's like straight out of a sci-fi movie or something. purple skies...with one huge, dark cloud obscuring every thing that should be in view. it's beautiful, in this wierd and scary sense. it's kinda making me feel desolate. and its growing bigger. even my grandma seems hyped up about THE CLOUD.
my site has officially hit 1000 hits. haha
jac finally gave me her baby fotos!! which reminds me that i have to scan the others' in as well. oh well..so many things so little time.
officially decide that joe millionare sucks. it's just another version of the bachelor. only itz sneaky, and cheap, and the girls are all...BITCHES. oh my god i just saw this woman throw this slap-me look at the other girls (without the necklace, naturally).
got a box of mocha coffee waiting for me at home right now. fatz mom got it for me and gave it to me just now. it's a small gesture, but it was real..erm..touching. ok it sounds wierd now that i have to write it down, but... ...ok so maybe it wasnt touching touching, but..almost like family warmth. something i've been lacking in recently.
argh should stop now before i blubber on and on and on...
....Around, within, thy heart shall dwell;
Nor ear can hear nor tongue can tell
The tortures of that inward hell!
But first, on earth as Vampire sent,
Thy corse shall from its tomb be rent:
Then ghastly haunt thy native place,
And suck the blood of all thy race;
There from thy daughter, sister, wife,
At midnight drain the stream of life;
Yet loathe the banquet which perforce
Must feed thy livid living corse:
Thy victims ere they yet expire
Shall know the demon for their sire,
As cursing thee, thou cursing them,
Thy flowers are withered on the stem.
But one that for thy crime must fall,
The youngest, most beloved of all,
Shall bless thee with a father's name---
That word shall wrap thy heart in flame!
Yet must thou end thy task, and mark
Her cheek's last tinge, her eye's last spark,
And the last glassy glance must view
Which freezes o'er its lifeless blue;
Then with unhallow'd hand shalt tear
The tresses of her yellow hair,
Of which in life a lock when shorn
Affection's fondest pledge was worn,
But now is borne away by thee,
Memorial of thine agony!
Wet with thine own best blood shall drip
Thy gnashing tooth and haggard lip;
Then stalking to thy sullen grave,
Go---and with Gouls and Afrits rave;
Till these in horror shrink away
From Spectre more accursed than they!
- an extract from lord byron's giaour
had a glimpse of a specially designed manson tarot deck. not complete...but take a look.
oh so kewl.
Your past life diagnosis:
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I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere in the territory of modern North Japan around the year 1775.
Your profession was that of a sailor or shoemaker.
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Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
Such people are always involved with all new. You have always loved changes, especially in art, music, cooking.
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The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your lesson is to learn discretion and moderation and then to teach others to do the same. Your life will be happier if you help those who lack reasoning.
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Do you remember now?
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after what seems like an eternity of not being able to meet up with each other, we finally got to today after school. (note the "proper" sentences used...will try to use it often.) for once everybody was released at the same time and could therefore go for lunch together. marie and jieying were absent just now, because they wanted to be at orchard. (oh my god FULL sentences suck...they sound so...so...right. so boring.) did some talking just like we used to. bitched about a lot of people and laughed at our little silly mistakes made in the past. ( note the lack of commas as well....am trrrryyyyiiiiiinnnng hard...) had fun, the good ole way.
am now trying to teach edmund maths. wish me luck ;)
with sudden clarity i find that i am utterly clueless about "correct english" - as so often pointed out by our dear mr nara.
dear me.
Midnight - You are a deep thinker, always searching
for answers and never quite at home. You are
very contemplative, and enjoy being alone with
your thoughts.
When are you?
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The Lost Soul
What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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WE watch'd her breathing thro' the night,
Her breathing soft and low,
As in her breast the wave of life
Kept heaving to and fro.
So silently we seem'd to speak,
So slowly moved about,
As we had lent her half our powers
To eke her living out.
Our very hopes belied our fears,
Our fears our hopes belied—
We thought her dying when she slept,
And sleeping when she died.
For when the morn came dim and sad,
And chill with early showers,
Her quiet eyelids closed—she had
Another morn than ours.
-the death bed, thomas hood
went to the asian x tour fo a while. got amazed at the stunts people could perform with bikes. wanted to take photographs...but it kinda felt wierd to be the only one taking pictures so...
i guess you could only have my word for it.
it's easy to tell people what to do, but to able to do it yourself..bah! i sometimes feel like i talk too much and think too little. must change this habit of mine before i get myself into deeeeeeeeeep shit.
saw lynn today. looked thinner than the last time i saw her, which is bad. seriously think she should gain more weight. exchanged some gossip and talked about some things which i shall not say here. seeing her again is good. at least you know somewhere in your life someone still remembers you. saw adelina with mickey and huitian. mickey(yes the one that used to be from our school) obviously is with adelina, which makes it wierd for huitian to be hanging around her. oh well. wierd people are abundant these days. adelina looks pretty tanned - nicey looking kinda tan i so wish to have...
suddenly realised that i have been spending a lot of time with erin and fatz. shall not look into it too much, but rather be thankful i at least have company. heh.
i seriously need to assess my financial condition. if i keep my money-spending pace up, i'll go broke pretty soon. argh.
i just cant fucking understand the way my family works. but then again its not.
check the dictionary under dysfunctional and you've got the perfect definition of mine.
sometimes i wonder if they are trying to breed homicidal maniacs with the way they live. and they call that a fucking life. welcome to the freakshow kids.
today's paper was ok...i perhaps have a chance at a1 after all. went to the movies after that. settled for bruce almighty when ju-on and how to lose a guy is not available(yes it was that crowded). its basically a laugh till you drop kinda show...so watch it if you need to feel the insane kind of rush you get from laughing too much.
on my way to fat's yesterday everyface i tried to take a closer look at turned away from me.
i am taking that as a omen.
haven been updating much.
will write a lengthy one today.
im so happy chinese is overrrrrr.
other than that, these few days have also passed by pretty well. busy days.
wednesday was the last day of school. technically it was, but with all the remedials crammed in(till 4++ on some days!!), it aint no holidays. went for jack's bbq. the same old gang went, so it wasnt that bad. saw daryl again. its been a while since i sawhim, and he gets better every time i do. there's just something about him that makes my heart twitch. but dont get me wrong, i guess i'll never like him. it's just...you know
his parents got us home after that. it was "thank god" for 2 reasons: one that we didnt have to pay for the no-doubt-would-be-expensive cab fare home, and that some of the guys were getting a lil drunk. one thing that irritated me was that the guys were sooooo apprehensive about phototaking...damn
thursday was hair day. woke up early and went to te salon with fatz. hated sitting there for 4 hours and not moving. at all. one tiny disappointment was that the hair waas not cut to expectation. which i am slowly getting over with. oh well. at least fatz came out fine. more than fine actually. i think she looks so much prettier. and neater =x.
friday was melissa's birthday celebration. had to wake up early(again) for linch at jack's place with the bunch. found out hair was slightly unstraight when i woke. sad... decided on dressing down on hearing what the others might wearm but found (or felt) underdressed. js was wearing the gorgeous black "cut-out" top that i so wanted to buy as well...*jealous stare* most of us were wearing black, so we were a sight to look at. took photos, celebrated, ate lunch, ate cake, yada yada..
it was fun. am now seriously contemplating getting a digital cam. went home and crammed till 4 before plonking down to bed.
hohoho
played around with the poll site abit..and there's the result right down there. please feel free to pick.
heh
yeah they kinda all look the same but...
anyways hey carin if you're reading this go on and have a look...dont hafta try to send you anymore huh?
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