20060531,
22:02

i want to be someone else.
wrap your skin around me, tightly so i cannot breathe.

how did it come to this?



01:28




i was like wtf lar what were the people thinking?!
you get strange stuff shopping online.
bleh.

how did it come to this?



00:44


how did it come to this?



00:16

v: eh that looks like ryan
l: huh, that one in yellow?
me: that guy looks too bright to be ryan.
v: what? but i think it is him lar
l: yar he has the walk, like ryan lar
- guy semi turns -
l: aye not lar. not ryan.
me: ya lor, ryan doesnt wear bright colors
val: huh but really look like leh
l: ya correct, its not ryan. ryan's legs not so fat leh
val: huh you've seen ryan's legs before?
me: huh, ryan has legs what.
val: ya lar but we've never seen them what.

how did it come to this?



20060528,
22:28

im so sick of blogspot already.

ps: suanjin is a nutcase.

how did it come to this?



17:44

Five For Friday(even though its not friday, but its my blog so i make the rules. heh.)
1. What was the last book you read?
jeanette winterson - powerbook( i read this again and again and again and again and stilli LOVE it)
2. What book(s) are you reading now?
kundera's immortality
3. Do you have a library card? Do you use it?
duh. yes!
4. How do you choose a new book to read?
title, cover, author.
5. We all had to read books in school. Which was your favorite? Your least favorite? Do you think you would feel differently about them if you read them now?
i liked othello(lit text).
and i disliked persuasion(lit text).
i havent finished persuasion even though exams were eons ago and i dont think i would want to read it now cause it disgusting yuck yuck pew eww ugh.
the summary did just fine.

how did it come to this?



17:10



how did it come to this?



20060526,
17:47



see what measures we have to resort to,
just to get leave.
meijuan is bloody funny and she doesnt realise it.
i love her to bits!

how did it come to this?



20060525,
00:12

To me it seems
that men have the fortune of the gods.
whoever sits beside you, and close,
who listens to you sweetly speaking
and laughing temptingly;
my heart flutters in my breast,
whenever I look quickly, for a moment--
I say nothing, my tongue broken,
a delicate fire runs under my skin,
my eyes see nothing, my ears roar,
cold sweat rushes down me,
trembling seizes me,
I am greener than grass,
to myself I seem
needing but little to die.
But all must be endured, since...


- sappho.

how did it come to this?



20060523,
01:34



how did it come to this?



00:06

my life is so mundane, i do silly quizes cause theres nothing to blog about.
oh, maybe the fact that meijuan lights up my life and i think i will keel over and die without her.
and that we were laughing like mad maaad women for some good 20minutes non stop.
i think she almost died from laughing. like seriously.
its something in the air baby, somethin' in the air.


* You can only say YES or NO.
** You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone comments and asks!

1. Taken a picture naked? no
2. Painted your room? yes
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? yes
4. Drove a car? no
5. Danced in front of your mirror? yes
6. Had a crush? yes
7. Been dumped? yes
8. Stole money from friend? no
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes
10. Been in a fist fight? no
11. Snuck out of your house? yes
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes
13. Been arrested? no
14. Made out with a stranger? yes
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbour? no
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? yes
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes
20. Seen someone die? no
21. Been on a plane? yes
22. Kissed a picture? yes
23. Slept in until 3PM? yes
24. Love or miss someone right now? yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes
26. Made a snow angel? no
27. Played dress up? yes
28. Cheated while playing a game? yes
29. Been lonely? yes
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? yes
31. Been to a club? yes
32. Felt an earthquake? no
33. Touched a snake? yes
34. Ran a red light? yes
35. Been suspended from school? no
36. Had detention? yes
37. Been in a car accident? no
38. Hated the way you look? yes
39. Witnessed a crime? yes
40. Pole danced? yes
41. Been lost? yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? yes
43. Felt like dying? yes
44. Cried yourself to sleep? yes
45. Sang karaoke? yes
46. Sucked your thumb? yes
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? yes
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? yes
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes
50. Kissed in the rain? no
51. Sing in the shower? yes
52. Made love in a park? no
53. Had a dream that you married someone? no
54. Glued your hand to something? yes
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? no
57. Been a cheerleader? no
58. Sat on a roof top? yes
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? no
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? no
61. Played chicken? no
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
64. Broken a bone? no
65. Been easily amused? yes
66. Laugh so hard you cry? yes
67. Mooned/flashed someone? no
68. Cheated on a test? yes
69. Forgotten someone's name? yes
70. Slept naked? yes
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? no
72. Performed on stage? yes
73. Blacked out from drinking? yes
74. Played a prank on someone? yes
75. Gone to a late night movie? yes
76. Made love to anything not human? no
77. Failed a class? yes
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? yes
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? no
82. Thrown strange objects? yes
83. Felt like killing someone? yes
84. Thought about running away? yes
85. Ran away? yes
86. Did drugs? no
87. Had detention and not attend it? yes
88. Dumped anyone? yes
89. Made a parent cry? yes
90. Cried over someone? yes
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? no
92. Dated someone more than once? no
93. Have/had a dog? yes
94. Own an instrument? yes
95. Been in a band? no
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? no
97. Broken a cd? yes
98. Shot a gun? no
99. Dated a married person of the opposite sex? no
100. Written a love letter? yes

how did it come to this?



20060522,
23:32


how did it come to this?



23:06


i cant take care of my things very well.

how did it come to this?



01:42

being vegan means you dont get to eat that huge chunk of oh so delicious medium raw beef done just the way you like it.

how did it come to this?



20060521,
22:19

msn quote of the day:

valerie. says:
he just stood at one corner and HIDE like a coward

how did it come to this?



21:47

well I could sleep forever
but it's of her I dream
if I could sleep forever
I could forget about everything
if I could sleep forever


- dandy warhols, sleep

how did it come to this?



19:47


how did it come to this?



20060520,
00:01

i am addicted to deviantart stamps.
HEH.


how did it come to this?



20060518,
23:55

when you look at yourself in the mirror, what is the first thing you look at?
hair

how much cash do you have on you today?
now? zero.

what word rhymes with "test?"
best. ahaha. i copied suzanne's answer.


favourite plant?

WHO LIKES PLANTS. who even knows what plants are called. is brocoli a plant? anyway, i HATE brocoli.

who is the fourth person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
huh. i dont have caller id(see im not being mean i just dont know who calls me!)

what is the main ringtone on your cell phone?
ring ring. HAHA.

what shirt are you wearing?
some blue netball top.

do you label yourself?
i hate labels.


brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
i dont wear shoes in the house. my mother will kill me.
no wait, i wear house slippers. brandless then. hah.

bright or dark room?
DARK. i hate bright places. i need my night curtains. in fact if i were to join survivor i'd take my dark curtain as my luxury item. wait, do they still get to bring luxury items?? i kinda lost touch with the teevee.

what were you doing at midnight last night?
sigh. as testament to my non-life, i was play solitare showdown with fellow non-lifers. LOL.

what was the last text message you received on your cell phone?
"Hey watya doin nw..ani plans 4 the wkend?" from some random guy.
i think i havent replied.

do you ever click on "pop ups" or banners?
i get really bored sometimes..so...


what's a saying that you say a lot?
eat shit and die.

who told you they love you last?
gee,
VALERIE! heh.

last furry thing you touched?
my towel?

how many drugs have you done in the past three days?
i am clean! no sleeping pills no painkillers no nothin man *does a little jiggle*

how many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
film?! ahah.

favorite age you have been so far?
bleh

your worst enemy?
im gonna be real cliche and say MYSELF.

what is your current desktop picture?


what was the last thing you said to someone?
"but funny lar"
HAHAHAH DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE?!

if you have to choose between 1,000,000 bucks or to be able to change a major regret?
i have too many regrets already i wouldnt know where to start choosing.
so the money's pretty good.

do you like someone?
always baby. always

the last song you listened to?
ray charles - bye bye love.

people i hope to see do this quiz?
bleh you know who you are yada yada
seriously i dont really care.
i was just being bored.

how did it come to this?



20060517,
01:41


i LOVE mahjong and i can stay up all night playing it and it might make me sound like an aunty but i LOVE mahjong and i can stay up all night playing it.
so shoot me.
cause i can stay up all night playing it.
HEH.

how did it come to this?



20060512,
01:47

...Desire with loathing strangely mixed
On wild or hateful objects fixed,
Fantastic passions! maddening brawl!
And shame and terror over all!

- coleridge, pains of sleep.

how apt.

how did it come to this?



00:55

fill it up.

You have a cute______.

You make me _______.

You should _______.

Someday I will ______.

You + me =________.

If I saw you now I'd __________.

I would build a _______ just for you.

I would get your name tattooed on my __________.

If I could sing you any song it would be _________.

We could __________ under the stars.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)


(from a random site.)

how did it come to this?



20060511,
00:43

im so bored so i stole this off here and did it.

Dresses like a grandma: OFF (ugh.)
Plays musical instrument: ON
Is shorter than you: DC
Same height as you: that'll be nice.
Is taller than you: haaawt, but DC.
Has chapped lips: EWW.
Has green eyes: ON
Has blue eyes: ON
Has brown eyes: ON (okay lar i suppose as long as they have eyes its fine haha)
Has long hair: DC
Has med. hair: DC
Has short hair: DC
Drinks alcohol: ON
Smokes cigs: OFF. OFF. OFF. OFF. OFF. EWWWW. UGH. *keels over and dies
Smokes weed: DK
Wears glasses: DC
Has blonde hair: DC
Has brown hair: DC
Has black hair: DC
Has red hair: DC
Works out: DC
Smiles: ON.
Calls you just to say hi: ONNNNNNNNNNNNN
Creative: YES YES YES YES ON
Compliments you: DUH LAR ON
Shaves her legs: cousin it may be my fave cartoon character but..yeah. ON
Wears jewelry: DC
Has bigger feet than you: OFF (i have huge feet)
Has smaller feet than you: DC
Smiles when you walk into the room: ON
Belly piercings: ON
Virgin: DC
Laid back: ON
Doesn't party: DC
Likes to party: DC
Wants to party: with me yeah.
Laughs a lot: ON
Giggles: err. its subjective larr
Snorts: HAHAHAH. i can think of one who does it. LYNETTE YOU SNORT COME ON ADMIT IT.
Pierced ears: ON
Pierced anything else: ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
Tattoos: depends.
Honest and open: yeah i suppose. its such a wrong question to ask.
Goes to church: OFF

how did it come to this?



20060510,
00:33

blueday, waffleday, frenchday, blehday, playday, partyday, gloomday

waffledays without waffles make one grouchy daphne.
went home early today for once.
my mom actually complained that i was home early.
she didnt cook dinner.
i feel fat, but i felt hungy. i feel hungry.

all that pent up angst.
so i put all that energy into cleaning my room.
dont ask me why i do it at 1229h/unearthly hours.
i think serious chores are meant to be done only after dark.


ta-dah!
i did me a little decorating.
=)

how did it come to this?



20060508,
02:39

i have a crush.
my crush is drop dead cute,
a redhead,
with killer hair.

cute y'hear?!
cute.

i can just about stare at her for hours and hours and not feel the need to sleep.
omgosh she's so sooo pretty!
and cute.
and tall.
and and and..sigh.

okay.
/end gush.

how did it come to this?



20060507,
23:19

hello.

im not dead, ive just been busy..



trying on clothes that i cannot afford.
seriously, i am broke



you know what they say, bored people do strange things.
and derive fun out of it.
like snapping the suspenders against your boobs.
ouch.





and so you have it.
bye now.

how did it come to this?



20060505,
02:32

its 0230h.
i sleep 3 hours a day.
im being an insomniac again.
im perpetually grouchy.
ive got no money in my ezlink card.
i miss meat.
im a potato addict
and starch is evil.
im hungry.
tomorrow's friday and i most probably dont have anywhere to go.
and wow is a bitch cause i cant play.

how did it come to this?








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