how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
so im gonna get everything from a 28 to a 32 for l1r5. so what else is new?
shall not be like wad most people is gonna do..lament and ask myself what's wrong. though all i wanna do is that. oh well. life's not a bed of roses ya know? i just...ok now im really worried for the o's.
cant really see what the big deal is bout getting into the 3 month course (though being able to minus 2 off is a pretty big deal). have the thought/misconception that the 1st 3 months are for...erm well really smart people, if you know what i mean. so there. never intended going anywhere 1st 3 months anyways..even if i like have 6(ok so im dreaming).
so its not 5 more days. more like 8 counting the rest of today in. though most of us are joking about it, it seems kinda sad. shall leave it for today.
so sad today. went home and slept and felt like never waking up. ok maybe not that bad, just didnt feeling like leaving the bed. possibly cause of my aching ass. ahh...
in reference to the recent affectionate "name" of bennifer given to j lo and ben affleck by the rest of the world, i shall now give the name of joed to our very own. not that jovina has any of j.lo's famed assets, or that ed has any of ben affleck's...oh well ed is nothing like ben affleck. just that you dont get to see the both of them separately anymore. it's like they're joined at the hip or something. anyway i shall leave joed alone for today.
so im pretty certain it was all the glucose. its amazing how u can feel so detached from the head one moment and just...detached the next. moped the whole day (yep no camera shopping today, folks). wasnt - by all means - intending to spend a stinking day of freedom at home. home! can u believe it?! oh well i suppose it could have been worse.
so now im stuck with no new digital camera. boo-hoo. hopefully i'll get the video camera from my aunt in time for grad on friday.
speaking of which, i only have like 5 more days to do all the crazy things and blame it on the current "school system". wont be missin the school though. but the people (ala the friends but NOT the teachers) will be a different matter. oh well not like we can help it.
am absolutely mortified (yeap that's my new fave word of the mo) to find a zit growing on my nose. see me the next time and i'll be nursing a galaxy and a proud member of the burn-down-stinkin'-forests club.
ah im just babbling. should stop. like now.
x
i almost forgot i had a blog.
ohwell.
had an exfoliating bath (courtesy of aunt's new exfoliating bath foam) that felt absolutely heavenly. feel so clean!! oh and, am almost sure im 2 shades lighter den i was before. aha. yesterday though, and the feeling is well on its way to being forgotten by now. should do it more often then.
prelims are over, kinda not looking forward to monday cause itz gonna be baad. late into friday night i suddenly felt like i lost my aim in life. you know, the whole not having to really study stuff. sad huh? goes to show how much of a social life i have. ahh....
*gets defensive* ok i do have a social life..just..not as much as some people (read: erin) do. haha oops please dont tell her i said that.
i need tanning! desperately!!!!! please god HELP ME!! ok so maybe not so much weather related, cant just seem to find time or company to tan. am dead certain that by a week or two i'll begin to look like a ive-been-in-the-earth corpse. ah forget that pun. and for those who dont see it, you suck. haha no offense.
oh my god i sound like im high or somethin'. maybe i am. maybe im high on sugar. ive heard pretty scary stuff people high on glucose can do. whoot. darn those overly-ripe-and-oh-so-delicious grapes. or maybe it was after all the caffeine. or the trip to j8 (edison!!). ohmanohmanohmanohman.
speaking of which, took to quite a lot of trouble to see him. not that it wasnt worth it (=D~). eh lets see... got stepped on the foot by a bloody gay man (which guy in their straight selfs go watch edison?!), got my face swished at by that darned flop, no forest of hair (which stank by the way). oh my, can already feeel the huge zits (or more affectionately known as daphne juniors) growing on my face. i'll have a solar system pretty soon im afraid. argh.
but let's face it, who cares about complexion and pain when you see someone reeeal handsome? (ohmygodisoundsolikeabimboicfreak (which im SO not!)) anyway, i'll hafta (grudgingly) admit that edison has a better complexion then i do.
worse things have happened.
got caught by the stupid sales, ticketing, and food industry people for watching the stupid 28 days later. which in other words mean the ticket selling, ticket tearing, and popcorn people. which are incidentally all fat and disgusting. ok maybe they're not all fat, but disgusting..yeah. IM 16! yeah just to make it clear, but one among us aint so.... and the show isnt even nice.
its ok i guess, another thing to add unto my experience list.
should leave now, have better things to do (like sleep) with my time.
ciao,
x
some interesting trivia(?) taken from Crimelibrary:
According to Joel Norris, there are 6 phases of the serial killer's cycle:
1) The Aura Phase, where the killer begins losing grip on reality;
2) The Trolling Phase, when the killer searches for a victim;
3) The Wooing Phase, where the killer lures his victim in;
4) The Capture Phase, where the victim is entrapped;
5) The Murder or Totem phase, which is the emotional high for killers; and finally,
6) The Depression Phase, which occurs after the killing.
Norris writes that when depression sets in, it triggers the phases into beginning again.
cycles of the serial killer?
new fave site of the moment: CrimeLibrary
Name analysis:
Your first name of Daphne has given you a responsible, expressive, inspirational, and friendly personality. Expression comes naturally to you and you are rarely at a loss for words; in fact, you have to put forth effort at times to curb an over-active tongue. Self-confidence has made it easy for you to meet people and you are well-liked for your spontaneous, happy ways. You sincerely like people and do not often experience loneliness; your work and home-life are likely filled with association You enjoy music and could have a fine singing voice; however, the study could be somewhat difficult because you do not find it easy to apply yourself to concentrated study for long periods. In this respect, this name is not altogether constructive; it creates a somewhat scattering influence which makes it difficult for you to finish what you start. This name brings disappointments and emotional involvements through being too sympathetic and easily influenced.
okay...ive finally decided this intro thing is gettin to be irritating. so i guess it'll be bye bye to it then. too bad. as if my blog aint getting real plain already. anyways sick sick sick sick sick. bad.
its sad cause you find out who really cares (or not) when you're sick. its really really sad when you get all whiny and sulky when you're sick. it gets really REALLY sad when you get all whiny and sulky and there's no one there to comfort you when you're sick.
had to go through social studies paper on thurs despite hardly being able to reach school. anyway did only like 1 source based and half a structured. like i care anyway. there goes my combined humanities results. missed my chem paper too. didnt go for e math 2 today as well. oh well
asked to go home after the 1st paper though, but didnt manage to get home till 1+. cause mommy dearest went for dim sum. argh. still so so soooooooooo mad at her. its not like she has no clue im sick or anything..she didnt even want to take me to the doc's. whether it was because she had this dim sum appointment, or because she felt i wasnt that sick to need to have her to accompany me...its still bad of her. i mean, who hears of mothers who dont even care if their child's sick and dying. ok so maybe i wasnt gonna die anytime soon or wad.. it's juz so like her to do something like that, for all the things that she doesnt have to do, she has to have it done, for all the things she should do, she dont.
im trying so hard to not feel so angry with her, but everytime i begin to feel that maybe she aint that bad after all she does things like that. what am i supposed to think huh?
new fone!! so exciting!! haha never thought i would use an m1 line but..
the whole gprs thing was soooo difficult. haha guess it was the whole new model and compatibility issues. but between mi fatz and liren we called a total of not less than 10 times to the cust. service centre. luckily its toll-free =x.
went studyin with fatz in the library early this morning. first time the place wasnt cramped. we even got to choose our seats. after finding out nobody knew how to do the maths questions, we invited liren n xueli to join us. heck of a funny time we had. studied some, crapped more. ended up talking bout science practical mishaps and wierd dreams. wierd combo huh?
10 more days to prelims. oh well. where am i now? eurggh..
had a series of wierd dream last night. one had something to do with parallel dimensions and what nots. not in the mood to relate. the other was about me getting cancer and dying. woke up from that with a heavy heart. you know...just felt real sad.
am now once again at fatz. its beginning to seem like all my computer using time is spent at her house. heh. had bio/phy practical today. wasnt too bad, though the language for the papers was horrible. i mean, if you want to set a paper where people are gonna attempt, you gotta set it so people can understand right? also, who squeezes capsicum juice?! my my itz times like this when we feel blessed to be born in the great blender-age.
think im coming down with the flu. darn the stupid rain...i mean i was this close to the school. and it had to rain at that time..ARGH!~
