how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
argh ny sucks. they say 2nd intake orientations are lame and boring....and they were right. its downright boring. so boring we(amkssians) had to escape each and every single day at some point. ok maybe not during sentosa...but we couldnt leave the island once we got there so tt was different.
ok first off...my ogl sucks. he thinks he's oh so cool and hot but...he's really more hung(as in william hung....geddit?) den hunk. he actually said it out that he thinks he's really popular in school(man, the things people say to cheat themselves...). i mean, look at him! fat and disgusting...one real sickening dude. he's always like slacking somewhere, not telling us things when he's supposed to, and acting like we're the ones giving him trouble(actually saying that we were kinda slow!! *fuming*) when others are around. all the other ppl in my og were like..can this guy just leave? enuff bout him. writing bout him is giving me the shivers.
then there's the acursed weather. its always raining at inappropriate times! the rain makes the tracks so wet and slimy...and that's like..where we hafta be most of the time. anyway den the whole sentosa trip sucked also cause of the weather..one minute the sun was shining so brightly the next its rain and we were forced to wear the ponchos that stuck to our skin and made us wet anyway.
the first day we escaped during lunch only to come back b4 the whole mass dance thingy(which i kinda thought was redundant..i mean y come back after u've left?!) anyway the 2nd day as i said..we couldnt leave and the 3rd day...i think we did something rather stupid.
we were like..okay we're gonna escape and all but us arts students werent done with the registration for our combis so we couldnt! then it was like during lunch when some of the guys tried escaping only to be sent back - there were "guards" at the gate. den after clan time we finally decided we couldnt take it anymore and decided to leave. we devious us planned devious ways. no actually it was stupid ways. u see, there is this long staircase that leads frm the basement to somewhere outside the office(away from the guard's view) so we all gathered at the staircase...waiting for the coast to clear. actually it was only then we realised wen wasnt with us so we called her....she couldnt find her way!! no matter how we tried explaining she couldnt get it so we were like...y dont wen go distract the guard instead so we can leave that place safely?(i know..we're evil) eventually we didnt...waited for her to come then proceeded to behave like nsmen, creeping our way out to the gate via the old canteen. it was kinda pissy cause after we made our"great escape" we found this 2 j1 students strolling down the walkway towards the gate. so much for being caught.
there. im done. new skin. after deliberation ive decided to leave the stupid new dejavu blah blah on the right. they're the bluish..stuff stuck there. its really irritating, but to remove it will mean the blog's gonna look more boring than it alreaady is. the pic sorta just...caught my eye and i couldnt not use it after that. its alrite i guess so..enjoy!
what a week. its supposed to be the week long holiday for school peeps, and my one last chance for freedom before i get thrown into hell. so many things happening, i dont know where to start. here goes:
sat, 13th march - first time meeting him today. felt as if i've known him for so long yet we've nv met. strange really, cant even remember how we met. supposed to meet him at 11...but well i was late. luckily for me he was too so.. ok the meeting wasnt as bad as i thought it'll be, though it was kinda awkward(hey 2 people gatherings are always awkward for me). coulnt find the convention hall(although i've been to suntec so mnay times). so i realised we were gonna gif out flyers at the IT fair. i didnt even noe there was a fair. anyway, the 1st day passed rather boringly(there a word?). had to leave at 5 suddenly. more embarrassments. went acs(the school) to watch s.h.e. they were....well near. the music's loud, the people are loud but hey, im not complaining. the school was like HUGE. shall not comment on that.
sun, 14th march - 2nd day of work. more embarrassments. oh my im embarrassing myself terribly in front of him. anyway 2nd day was better. slacked the whole day - did only like 3 hrs worth of work when we're paid for 6. the whole idea of the second day was to carry brightly colored vanguard sheets(all 11 of us) advertising free photo paper to new printer owners. so us(all 11 of us) walked to and fro, with everyone looking at us. kinda kewl..in a dorky kinda way. moving on.
mon, 15th march - went shopping! 1st time wearing the nice lil skirt i so fell in love with, though people around werent that fascinated by it as i was. was supposed to buy a new school bag, but didnt and bought an "outing " bag instead. splurged all money on food. crapped lots at the gelare cafe wit jac, fatz n jess. then proceeded home.
tues, 16th march - boring day at home. was supposed to take written test for mass comm..but i forgot. oh well there goes my dream
wed, 17th march - had bbq with derrick n co. stupid weather kept us from really having fun. small group of girls there..so we jus chatted(while looking out for the rain) and ate. kinda nice cuz we didnt really need to cook the food. yeeleng, ever the crappy/silly/funny one, was dancing the nite away with her light sticks. and so the "light-of-fire" or whatever its called group is borne. went home pretty early - earliest i've had for such bbq stuff.
thurs, 18th march - more shopping!! really felt like tai-tais...in the whole shop a little, rest a lot way. bought 2 tops...and finally! my bag. settled for a sling bag after all...tote will be so un- me doncha think? spent way too much money on food and drinks. have decided not to take atm out on excursions like this anymore.
fri, 19th march - another bbq - this time ps and gang's. boyfriends included. so the whole night we pretty much didnt see those peeps, just an occasional glance or word with them. its alright i guess. plenty of other ppl, which makes it kinda hard to really sit down and talk to anybody. didnt get much to eat until mi, weishan, weising, chenxi sally and wenlin decided to do something bout it and cooked up a storm. we escaped with loads of food(mountains, literally). shanz was kinda wierd tt night..acting like a ahem, dinosaur. shall not talk bout that. anyway as the night progressed(and as more people started to leave), we actually did have a chance to sit down and talk about old days. it really hit me hard that this will probably be the very last time such a big group will gather together(with the exeption of my housewarming of course). got fetched home by xinyin's sister and boyfriend and once again, got laffed at by them. it seems im now the official laffing object of the family. haha. movin on.
sat, today! - got our posting results today. wenlin called eaaaaarly in the morning - 9.41am and told me the news. asked her to check it out for me and...ny arts here i come. not really sure if i should feel excited or not...im not feeling much emotions that point in time(maybe i'm not awake yet). some people are happier with their results then some others, and i hope the others can get wad they want in the end. praying for them with all my heart. as for me...hell beckons......
til the day i die,
xxx
i keep starting on a new post but cant seem to finish. argh im just so lazy these days. the fact that im having a migraine aint helping things. i guess i wont be writing then. maybe pasting stuff all over the place i find interesting. until then...that's all i can offer. bleugh.
So how the story goes,
See how it ends.
Watch the dreaming hearts fumble,
And wake into the cold, hard, reality.
Watch how the orange sun shines,
See the green tree leaves tremble,
Pay heed to the pretty pixie in pink,
There might be naught another like it.
Awaken to the dark november sky,
See the muted flashes of a siren,
Another crime in passing - gone by,
This is the world, in monochrome, confined.
1. You are attracted to those who are warm and obedience.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she
loves you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You always want to get married, but in fact, you don't even know
what it really is.
8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do
anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.
god this is like SO not true.
my life like..sucks to the core right now. i've only heard of people who cant get into a jc...NOT the other way around. which is the case for me. my stupid mom..thanks to all the annoying hearsay she's been picking up..is gonna force me to get into a jc. which is not to consider about my interests, my wants, or that it is my life they're tossing about. it's not even like i dont have a clue where i wanna go, or that i am choosing poly as the easy way out. i've like..thought about this so much more than my mom - who by the way have no idea what jc life is like..only that it's cheaper and it takes 2 years. i mean she doesnt even know how many jc's there are here.
argh it sucks. i can feel my life being flushed down the drain.
