how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
To me it seems
that man has the fortune of the gods,
whoever sits beside you, and close,
who listens to you sweetly speaking
and laughing temptingly;
my heart flutters in my breast,
whenever I look quickly, for a moment--
I say nothing, my tongue broken,
a delicate fire runs under my skin,
my eyes see nothing, my ears roar,
cold sweat rushes down me,
trembling seizes me,
I am greener than grass,
to myself I seem
needing but little to die. But all must be endured, since...
*salivating on you and havin you so close to me i can hear your heart beat.
i dont want it to end.
i want to hear your heart beat until the world crashes around me.
what are boundaries? i am not bounded by limitations. my world is a huge place, a place full of people to have. hello world, listen up - i am out and i am ready to take you on, ready or not. i am not limited by age, gender, stereotypes, rules. i cannot be stopped by the word stop. i am an oncoming train with no brakes and you can either jump out or go along for the ride of your life. either way it'll hurt, but there's only one way that will provide you with the satisfaction of knowing. i love the life i lead. i love exploring the possibilities.
yet my life is full of lies. lie after lie after lies. a life of lying.
lying. i've always thought that lying is an integrated part of me. lies and me are like love and passion - they cannot live apart. lying is essential, like water, like love. however lies upon lies upon lies adding weight upon my back. i never thought lying would become such a chore. but lying is a bridge that leads me to you, i will never sever that line for anything. you are my lifeline and the lies are like blood running through it.
crude, but essential.
viewed from another angle lies are a buoy that keeps me afloat 'cause to have you is to float, and to not have you is to sink into the dark, bottomless sea. so i will go back to my lies, back to it and it'll not be a burgen at all because at the end of it all i'll have you waiting for me.
you. you're my light at the end of the tunnel you know. everytime i feel lost, feel meaningless going through the tunnel that seemingly has no ending, i'll look at that speck of light in the distance that's you and i'll be refreshed and ready for anything.
limits. i dont know my limits. i dont know when to stop. i flirt with danger. i flirt with the restricted. i flirt with the danger of not stopping. the consequences i have to face. im actually scared of what i will do. the thing is, i dont want to stop. i never want to stop especially where you are concerned. its exhilariting and exciting and unlike any other feeling i've felt before. you drive me nuts.
im going crazy but im loving every minute of it.
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. You are Dark Chocolate
You live your life with intensity, always going full force.You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!What Kind of Chocolate Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.
if beauty is in the eye of the beholder and but a mere game of perceptions, then would it be true that a person deemed to be beautiful by many people be normal, and one that is seen by few if not none to be such, the one that is truly and uniquely beautiful? for one's perception of beauty is, if shared by many others, but proof that she is common - her looks similar to many others before her, who similarly were considered as such.
everything is based upon perceptions. what you perceive to be right, versus what is considered right by others' perceptions. can we then put to blame one who has done an outrage by other people's standards when he has, all along been doing what he perceives to be right?
to anticipate and to realise are different matters. again, it is the idea of perceptions - what we think will happen, versus the actual reality in which it happens. anticipated emotions can hardly be counted on in this case. the calm and disposed manner and reaction, when placed into the context of actual reality, becomes harsh, painful, unacceptable. we can never expect to feel what we expect to.
emotions cannot be stopped merely by wanting it to be stopped. if the difference between the base animal and the great man is the ability to intellectualize, then surely it must be true that the great man is capable of controlling their emotions. for it is when Man thinks, that he is able to capture his thoughts and actions, and when what is to be done is known, then can what is to be felt be known. however, the human mind is known to be irrational, and acts of passion - betrayal, love and hate - have been committed due to an outburst of unexpected emotions. can we therefore say that we are no better than animals? worse, are we not even on par with animals, whose base instincts for survival seem to be much more effective that that of a human's higher level of thought which boasts of intellect and emotions among many things else?
Rendezvous in Geylang( a joint effort by the aspiring writers of 04A3a)
one lovely evening, john went to geylang lorong 13 (esther)
to check out some pimps and he had a cheecky smile on his face. (ken)
kenneth was with him and he was happily fuddling with his ahemeyes, everyone who saw the pair wondered at their sanity and sexual orientation. (john)
hahaha,those 2 idiots cannot stop fondling each other. so IRRESISTABLE, then they call some certain old virgin called MISS LIM(not weiqi!)(yes it's weiqi!) who wears a purple, revealing dress.
they drooled, each wanting to have her for pleasure for that night. (huiching)
she looked so darn pretty from afar. as they walked towars her, they realised that she was actually a dwarf. a 1m tall dwarf. (yueli)
and so, kenneth and john quickly ran away from her. old virgin lim was devasted. (esther)
old virgin lim decided to check out reality in geylang herself, she thought after living for so long, perhaps tonight is it! (anli)
however, as she walked in, john turned around and called out to her.
"hey babe! why not quit yr job. i'll provide you a living , a home! you may be men's worst nightmare but you are most attractive in my eyes." "my eyes bleed, i'm going blind." "come fly with me." "make me blind." "i love you like heaven and earth green tea." "you are my one n only."
at this point in time, john spottted sexy ms yue in a HOT, sparkling, glittering red dress. "she's gorgeous! my! my fairy!" john flapped his wings. his eyeballs almost fell out. (xiuwen)
oops! his eyeballs really fell out and he DIED. (yingshing)
kenneth picked up the eyeballs and died on the spot. (cindy)
both women were so excited about their death that ms yue carried john's body home and old virgin lim carried kenneths's body home. (joycelyn)
they dressed the dead up in dolly clothes and played with them like barbie dolls.(merianna)
oh! virgin lim was so excited! after dressing kenneth up, she realised that he looked like the dolly anna sui! haha.. so she sent kenneth for a model competition in a large large parcel by a box through the post..... (lydia)
at the other side, ms yue was elated as she was FINALLY able to have john all to herself! she had been yearning for this day! (sarah)
she started to undress the poor dead john's clothes but it was VERY difficult because rigor mortis has set in(he became stiff LAR!) and she didnt want to break anything with her HUGE, POWERFUL arms while undressing him.(me :) )
TO BE CONTINUED.......
