how did it come to this?
gonna try writing an extremely loong blog today. feel so much like it.
ok, so i dunno where to start. i guess i should start with what's happened today, which wasn't much, frankly.
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argh, still dunno what to do with my time.
oh well. had the absolute worst day of the year yesterday. everything seemed to go wrong. for me at least. got up early coz there were books in the red cross room to be taken. my hair sucked, and sooo much time was spent trying to tie it up decently(snipping it off seemed a better idea at that time). so off i was, rushing off to catch the bus, getting wet by the small drizzle. argh, i hate drizzles. was about to board the bus when i realised i didn't have my card with me. worst was that i didn't have any coins with me. Thank God there was muihoon. was about to ask her some coins when kelly sprang out of nowhere and scared me. hah. got coins from her instead. then suddenly she became my "pal" as we walked to school together. how sweet. erk. got spotted by like, half the school too. arrived in class(finally), then realised the rest had gone down. prayed that they remembered me.(thankfully, they did.) my hair continued to suck, and i was late for class for 'most every lesson, teachers were picking on me, forgot my books.... and as if that wasn't enough, big fat joyce had to shout my name out in front of the teacher with only bad news - ms ng. damn her. so i got called down. hair, shirt, ear, skirt. all caught. all unacceptable. double damn. oh, and my contacts were irritating the hell outta me. real lotta things happened, considering monday's a pretty short day.
my day sucked to the core, but night was surprisingly well. nice, fun, good. sur-pri-sing-ly.
went for a karaoke session with ningzi, yulun, xinyin, and erin. edwin was working there too, so we had the added benefit of hearing him sing(!!). i know it's a school day and all, but it is ning's birthday after all. sang songs, and did whatever we usually did went we went singing. edwin kinda had something small planned for ning, but hey, it's the thought that counts eh? it was kinda hard trying to mantain a straight face when she told us edwin was behaving strangly. so a cake was brought in at midnight, with the real crappy birthday song(the one that repeats itself oh so many times, increasing in tempo each time)(in different languages too) blasting. he sang a birthday song for 'lil miss sweet sixteen, which she was so touched by. quite a no. of people called to wish her, and we pretty much went home after that. it was abt then that we realised that we were the only ones left in the place, and probably had been for quite a while(it was a monday after all.)
i guess ning was really happy yesterday, and i'm glad. really i am. it's nice to see that.
lengthy enough? i'm not done...
soo, today. today was just another boring day. had our first geography lesson today. ismail was dressed to the nines, like a brinjal(?), different shades of purple(omg~). appeared suddenly without warning. the whole class was pretty much shocked. i guess it's really because we really couldn't see her behind those walls(hehe). crapped the whole lesson through bout shengyang's name and the importance of the power of words. the rest of the day was just, bo-ring. peishi and the rest of 'em went to get ning's cake(s)(!!) after school and we went through her presents. i kinda envy her, she had like, sooo many presents(probably what i'll have in 4 years combined). i mean, she seems to always celebrate her birthday happily...
i kinda don't like birthdays. my own. it seems like everyone will be expecting you to do something, and all focus will be on you, and you can't say no and stuff... getting kinda depressed....but i digress. so we were ransacking her presents when xingwen shoved(kinda) something to ning. apparently it was a present(necklace in a black box)(the box's from the school!). funny, he was. i guess he was debating whether to give her the present or not, coz he was kinda pacing around the room. come to think of it, he was rather not like himself. heh. cakes arrive, cakes devoured..
went to kfc's after that. jieying and the rest went first, and i was kinda, er, i dunno surprised that xiaoying didn't choose a seat near them. oh well. guess there wasn't enough space. crapped more after that. bought my dye at guardian's when ning and xinyin went to buy their files. stayed a while at mos burger with xinyin n ning. talked, mostly 'bout ning stuff. shortly before we left, ning told me that i was a nice person. not exactly like that, but the meaning was similar. *happy smile* oh well. it's nice to know somebody think's something of you, helps a great deal when you're beginning to feel a 'lil insignificant.
well, guess i didnt need to write what i was planning to after all. feels long enough.heh.
ciao,
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