how did it come to this?
so im here the yak my brains out. again.
sunday was visit the friend's house day. went to xinyin's place.was supposed to meet xiaoying at the control station's taxi stand. supposed. ended up waiting for her for more than 15 mins. apparently i was too early. see the cons of being on time. so there i was, looking out for a goldenish colored merc(which, in my memory belonged to xy's dad), so imagine my shock when a lorry/truck pulled up and someone called me. on closer inspection i realised it to be xiaoying, so i hopped on(finally). yay for me(i got to sit on a truck/lorry.). xinyin's house was de-ser-ted when we arrived. to think she warned us bout the "many" people that were gonna be there. anyways. i then proceeded to attack the food on display.
we were all pretty bored people crammed into a room, so what good ideas could we get? anyways, they decided to call people, and a bored me, to sleep. vaguely remembered them calling andy and causing him to miss his station(ha ha). found out that jess was gonna come after all.was shocked when i saw her. she looked like, erm, with lack for a better word, a child princess. guess it was the hair that made her look, er, youthful. dig her shirt, though the skirt is a lil' bit overboard(for me at least.). guess i aint much of a lacy skirts person. the day gradually got better as we progressed. played the south park versh of mario bros, which was fun by the way. had dinner at her house and played worms and puzzle bobble after that.
yesterday was visit the friend's house day(again). went to e.j's in the morn(if you consider 11.30 morn). was contemplating whether to go with xiaoying and gang to her house or to e.j's. decided on e.j's cause it was nearer. made myself at home near his foodstock when i reached. played cards and took photos(me excluded). wasn't in the mood for faking. got myself fascinated at garry's magic tricks instead. left for zhaoming's when we all finally decided there wasn't much to do at e'j's. felt a wee bit down deep inside, though why i couldn't comprehend. met jess and gang at the bus-stop. met up with elson and troop & marie and co at central. that feeling was kinda put on hold on seeing my other friends. well bless me then. i wasn't about to go to someone's house looking all glum-faced. so anyways, we arrived to a bustly(?) scene. so many people, so much food(!!!). proceeded to launch myself near his foodstock. played cards, mahjong. glad to sae that marie has now been officially included to our mahjongoholics team. played more mahjong n cards after lunch(kfc's sponsored by the kind and gracious family of zhaoming..heh).
guess it was the feeling. guess it was the thought of unfinished(and probably never gonna be finished) homework. guess it was the upcoming(dreaded) test. all that adds up to a not very happy me. anyways, was trying to find a spot where i can study(most preferably in an air-conditioned room), when i wandered to peishi's room. settled myself comfortably into a chair when suddenly the lights went off. the lights being off is good and all, but only if one aint studying. so there. so i went to the next room. zhaoxing(zhaoming's bro) was playin the ps dere. it was good and all, but the ps was simply too big a distraction. so i came upon ningzi's room. in it were 3 other very irritating people: derrick, e.j and i forgot-and-dun-care-who. dont matter anyways, cause they chased me out. after i caught them ruffling through my pouch. pissed i was. and i didn't even get to speak. so off i went in a huff. i didn't even manage to get my book back. so fuckin pissed.
went out and drowned my anger in...yep...u guessed it, more mahjong. at least i'm welcomed there. the rest of the evening passed rather uneventfully and i went home a thoughtful me. i mean, i don understand why i always do such things to myself. will it be better...if i just shut myself in my own lil' world?
