also thought rather paranoidly(??) bout some stuff.
how did it come to this?
back home after a long night out. stayed over at fatz. kinda guilty now cause we caused two of her house's toilet doors to lock. unfortch for us, they aint got no key. bad baad me. i know i probably had nothing to do with it, and that things could have been much more worse(like choking up the toilet bowl and somewhere along that line), but, when things like that happen and you stay around long enough to see the expression on the face of..it just, becomes so much worse. not to mention how your mood will fluctuate. mostly itz just guilt, for what i guess we'll never comprehend.
had time to think bout stuff on the long bus ride home from junction 8(yes, more karaoke singing). guess one of the things i thought about..was the fact that i cannot seem to get along with one person for long. it seems one's personal faults are amplified the longer that you are with. or that my patience with that person would be so reduced(not to say i have a lotta patience in the first place..) at least for me it is. i kinda know this is just me...and that worries me, to some kinda extent. i cannot imagine how it will be like in the future..
i think i'm not a very interesting person.
the world is just so sad.
