how did it come to this?
one thing i've realised - i can't really put my thoughts into words.
to the person who'll get a chance at a glimpse into my mind, it'll all be nonsense to him. thoughts flying all over, without any sense or order whatsoever. it just so happens that at times a lost thought gets flung out to the surface. that's when(and only when) i'll get a chance to grab it, and digest it. to try and write it down in words is, near impossible. itz like what i think of is written in code, understood by me and only me and not meant for anybody else to. or that itz darn good at struggling, and before i get a firm hold of it, it flies off, leaving me in a film of dust and soot.
ok im starting to babble now.
that's just me and holidays. especially unplanned ones.
