how did it come to this?
seemed like an eternity since i last came back here. went back to school and malasia along the way. got banned from my grandma's cuz of the trip. the whole thing stinks. like i wanna go back there. anyways tis considered gd coz my mama's contemplating whether to buy me a com(yay!). the whole ban thing was horrid at first, but now 4 days into it, i kinda dont wanna go back there again. going there at the risk of my sanity is just, well, not worth it.(by the way im not at my grandma's). at least i have my ps2. hah.
my attitude towards this whole ban thing is kinda summarative of my mood these days. have been feeling a strang detachment from the rest of the outside world these couple of days. stranger thing's that i dont really care. i seem to be turning into a robot-like creature. which brings to the the dream i just had. dreamt of a world where almost everyone's a robot. dreamt of fake body parts and mechanised humans. wierd.
guess i wont be coming back for a while. oh well.
