how did it come to this?
well...
jieying came back from her long break yesterday. well kinda. she came back only to be sent home after that, which was kinda sad. its beginning to seem like i dont bother about studying anymore - i just can't make myself do it. no motivation, no nothing. even the thought of the coming exams dont faze me.
been worrying bout my trip to malaysia though. was looking forward to it, until the darn declaration thing came about. yeah and sars too. but a weekend of the sun and the beach....? oh man. looks like i didnt really have to agonise to much over it. kinda still looking for my passport, which my auntie so conviniently kept locked( did i mention she's paranoid?)...so hoping she'll get back soon.
school's just...a drag. been drifting in and out of lessons. even maths, which i so vowed i would pay attention at. nara was being plain himself again. miss the days i dont have to see him already. he's not that bad actually - i mean i cannot imagine myself in mrs lai's class - but, i just...guess i can't stand him.
social life's been pretty dull these couple of days. perhaps it's the whole going home after school thing. marie's been pretty curt to me this few days. wonder if its our lack of contact these weeks...or something else. guess i'll just hafta grit my teeth and move on - it is the end of the week anyway. it also seems like there's something of a gap between me and the four - though i dont understand why. it's the whole distance thing. ah nevermind, im sure im not being understood.
