how did it come to this?
got a box of mocha coffee waiting for me at home right now. fatz mom got it for me and gave it to me just now. it's a small gesture, but it was real..erm..touching. ok it sounds wierd now that i have to write it down, but... ...ok so maybe it wasnt touching touching, but..almost like family warmth. something i've been lacking in recently.
argh should stop now before i blubber on and on and on...