how did it come to this?
haven't been having the motivation to update my blog. still dont, just wanna make it seem like i do. oh well peeps can just listen to me talk about everything and nothing at all at the same time. that's just been what i've been feeling recently. empty thoughts flooding my head.
which reminds me of the dream i just had (dunno how i link the things i do).
so we(me erin, fatz) were in this cavish looking place, some sorta archeological site i guess. we supposedly gone there to see some kinda celebrities. celebrity rather - it was a female star? anyway, so we were at the entrance of this cave, and the star is(wearing green!) halfway in. she was doing some kinda promotion or tv variety show of some sort which required her to enter the cave. i guess everybody was apprehensive cause there's been rumors of the cave being a dangerous place running around. but being the brave artiste, she goes in, with her manager or someone(so not important). and us being the eager fans, went in too, danger or not. fatz was wearing her red sari, and erin was in her uniform.. accessories included. i being myself couldnt see what i was wearing..but nevermind. down the winding cave we went, first straight down, then right for some time, and ultimately left. strangely we saw no sign of the starlet. we kinda started chickening out just before reaching the end of the cave..ala the beginning of the "big room". nevertheless we went on. saw suhui in this greenish-blue ethnic costume of unidentifiable race moving out of the room. hurrying out of the room so we entered the doorway that lead to this room. turns out to be a pretty modern room i should remark. anyways it took the form of my primary school hall. only this time the end of the hall, instead of having the bars a normal hall should have, was another stage. there was a construction ladder at the end of the stage further from us, and there was a big white cloth covering it. something red is beneath the cloth, and we all assumed it to be worker tools. still no sign of little ms star. frankly by then none of us was concerned bout the star - we were more interested in the hall-like place. anyway erin suggested that we take a closer look at the stage, which we did. at that point i had this sinking feeling in my gut. there was this..."chink. chink. chink" sound that came from the stage area. we didnt pay much heed to the sound. at first anyway. so me and fatz went in front, erin trailing not far behind. then came the sound again...this time we were positively near that thing. so we saw the red thing materialise right before my eyes. mi and fatz turned, wanting to warn erin or something like that, but found she was already far behind us. so we started moving away from the ladder...too slowly for comfort. the "chink. chink. chink." sound came again, and what scared me the worst was that fatz wanted to turn back and see that thing. she somehow changed her clothes and was wearing her school uniform now. den i realised i was dreaming and forced myself awake.
u know the brief period of time between awaking and truly awake? when i awoke i was pretty much in that state and i remembered finding a reason why fatz wanted to turn back and see it again, to which i had thought it was because she wasn't wearing her specs. it wasnt until i stumbled out into the living room that i truly came awake.
ah well. here's my story for the week for you guys. how's that for a lucid nightmare?
