how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
im completely stressed out right now. i think im just too fussy. the jobs that want me have their flaws, those that dont..well what can i say? i seriously do need a job right now.. maybe i am feeling kinda insecure now cause of the unpredictability of the situation at hand. im kinda running out of time now..with school and all, counting down, i have bout 4 months left to work. even less if i can go to a jc.
looking back at all the things that've happened recently, i find that my thinking has changed. somewhat. valentine's day has always been a taboo subject - except for it being used to highlight our single status - we(i actually) dont really like to talk bout it much. underneath all the joking there had always been some kinda sad feeling. but now as this year's valentine's day draws near im beginning to realise that i dont really feel that way anymore. sure there are times when i look at couples out there and envy their lovelorn looks at each other like they're the only people left in this world, but i'm beginning to feel like i dont need that special someone in my life. dont want actually. im still young, i have so many good friends i wanna spend time with, there's so many things i can do. having that someone in my life just.. i dunno it just cuts a lotta things out. i dont wanna be tied down, i dont wanna be restricted. i need my free time and besides, i have my friends. maybe it's cause i dont really have someone i wanna spend more time with...
but then again, it'll be nice to have someone around.....
i've come to the absolute conclusion that i DO want affection, but not commitment.
does that make me a bad person?
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What Type of Lunatic are You?
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You have a fiery soul. You aren't the quickest to
get angered, but when you do get angry things
can go really wrong really fast. You are
generally very passionate in the things you do.
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What force is your soul?
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Darkness is your passion. You can't live without it
and you're starting to turn dark. You are
interested in things that others fear,
sometimes using it against them. So much fun.
You think you're pretty dark, but that ain't
true. Better watch your back, real dark people
may find it fun to teach you a thing or two
about REAL darkness...
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What kind of dark person are you?
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kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
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**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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You're a Sleeping pill. Pillows are mellow and
nice, they don't mind what others think as
much. People may say you are lazy, but you are
just a tired person! You usually don't say
much, but when you do, it is noticed and
usually helpful or intelligent. Sleeping Pills
are cool, laid back people.
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All our lives long, every day and every hour we are engaged in the process of accommodating our changed and unchanged selves to changed and unchanged surroundings; living, in fact, is nothing less than this process of accommodation; when we fail in it a little we are stupid, when we fail flagrantly we are mad, when we suspend it temporarily we sleep, when we give up the attempt altogether we die.
-Samuel Butler, The Way of All Flesh
the scariest/wierdest/funniest thing happened...
went to j8 with xy n jac for a lil walk. settled down in kfc eventually and we started talking. as with other talking sessions, this lasted a loooong time. anyway what im trying to say is that we were there for a looong time. talked about the good ole days, their new schoolmates, our friends and planned dates to go out together. anyway mi n xy were sitting facing the outsicde(a long walkway) and jac was sitting next to xy. so we chatted along.
then this big group of guys walked past us. i dunno if xy saw it(jac obviously was not able to see it), but this group of guys walked past again. its kinda noticeable when its such a big group and that they walked past no more than 5 mins ago. anyway they came in and sat down. then i had to go to the toilet. xy says she heard the bunch of guys talking to one another, so called refering to me(though i dont think so - i personally feel they mentioned me cuz i was kinda like some babysitter and had to be out of the picture before they made a move).
when i came back the scary/wierd/funny things started happening. those guys sent a rep("zhicong") to get "our" number. "our" meaning us 3 but only xy's that matters. sooo... apparently it was the other guy(who looks like kian huat) in the group who wanted the number. after much pestering, an unallowed photo of xy, and more pestering later, xy gave him her number. then they left. then almost immediately(it was more like before the 1st grp of guys left) another group came and wanted our number again. this time it was tis pale looking guy whose hair looks like ba kua. ba kua's friend who came apparently looked like szeloong haha. after they left this grp of malay guys outside walking past turned back and gave us another look. *shivers* this kinda made us feel like some kinda exhibits so we left quickly.
so anyway jac was laffing at us for having being "attacked" by the guys when she got "attacked" too. ba kua's friend "szeloong" wanted to get to know her better. talk about bad things happening in threes. so she gave a fake number and hurridly made our way out to the mrt station facing coffee bean to decide where to go next. "kianhuat" called xy and asked if she saw his plastic bag in kfc(i think its jusst a lame excuse to try to talk to her). jac was kinda worried cuz she didnt know if she gave her own number or a fake one out. then her fone rang. it was "szeloong" calling to ask "us" out. i guess she gave her own number then. she told him we were on our way home already. then we saw ba kua and group walking towards us. we ran like hell towards j8's toilet, hid there for sometime, then ran like hell towards the busstop.
freaky freaky eh?
im addicted to nougats(pronounced no-gurts..not na-gurts)!! god help me im hooked. im literally stuffing my mouth with it. i need to go cold turkey on it but...i CANT!!!
i just had the wierdest dream...
dreamt my tooth were falling out. it was wobbly as hell but i tried my darndest to pretend it wasnt. it finally came off, but not the whole tooth just...some parts. apparently it was rotting in the middle and it just crumbled. remember holding the parts in my hand - 3 separate parts in all(all from one tooth! can ya believe that?!) and looking horrified.
You are going to Marry Josh Hartnett. He is really
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outgoing and sweet with those he loves and will
be loyal to them for the rest of his life.
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Versace: Oww, the essence of haute! You are
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watched paycheck yesterday. pretty unexpectedly good. story's basically bout this guy who builds this machine for 90mil bucks on the condition that he gets 3 years of his life erased after the job's done. apparently the machine's a time machine, or a very powerful lens in their words and this guy(ben affleck) saw his own future. he was gonna get killed after he got his money so he decides to forfeit the money in exchange for 20 inconspicuous items that will help him change his fate. well among these 20 items is a lottery ticket(or directions to one) and we see him at the end of the show, rich and alive. hah. talk about lame endings. so lets see the 20 items were a lens, shades, cigs, ticket with instructions, his allcom pass, matches, diamond ring, coin, einstein stamp, lighter, crossword, car key, train ticket, hair spray, crank, bullet, maintanence room key, paper clip, bla bla and bla bla. oh well i dont have a killer memory. pretty good show, would give it...7.5/10?
just finished watching scary movie 3. super super super lame-ass humor. supposed to be spoofs of some movies, and the total number of movies i know being spoofed by it is 10. mainly the ring and signs and 8 mile, but there's also what lies beneath, the others, austin powers goldmember, lord of the ring, matrix, bruce almighty and x men if im not wrong.almost laughed my head off watching it. so if you can, please please go watch it. unless you hate movies that make u laff till you hurt. or if you simply wont be able to understand rude,crude humor, dont watch it. would give it....9/10.
weeeeeeeeeeell weell, havent i been here for a while. it's not that i dont have anything to say, it's that i dont have the time to blog it down. anyway always, when i can i would write something blogworthy somewhere, then not have the time to actually blog it down. then someday later, when i read the stuff i've written somewhere else i'll decide its dumb and not blog it anymore. lame-o huh?
anyway, am no longer working. cant stand bata anymore really. its just...too hot there. and the pay sucks. the customers too. oh well u get my point. so now im broke and jobless.
work sucks. period. it leaves you drained. my life is gonna be over someday and i wont even know it until its too late. i dont have time for fun, dont have time for nothin'. we're slaves to the economy. we are driven to work with a reign over our heads and a bag of hay as feed. we're tortured and overworked in the name of prosperity. we sweat and we labour and we work our butts off for a meagre amount of cash, only to be spent on some useless items that became "essential" from the rise of the economy. we need release, we need a break. we can only take so much before we keel over and scream and screech and begged to be taken away. we will then be replaced by more guiling workers, working a routine day after day until they too keel over and scream. this is not work! this is slavery! downright animals we are!!
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went shopping for our(mi, min, sheng) belated christmas prezzies today. got a pair of "cute" shoes for min, a cap for sheng, and a t shirt for me!(it's the animal square t shirts i've had my eye on for quite a while). came to the conclusion that it's definitely most wierd having someone to buy a present for you while you're there, even if you know you're gonna be paying for it somewhat(gift exchange). but its okay, got a shirt i normally would not have splurged on in my current economical state.
watched school of rock today. its a very very hilarious show. watch it! the guy sitting behind us was practically laughing like a crazed animal. anyway i laffed(again) at the singing part(*nudges fatz*). saw the trailer for spiderman 2 and along came polly and they looked preety good so...*hint* please take mi out to watch it someone!
