how did it come to this?
went jess' place yesterday. she was celebrating her 17th bday in advance. pretty low keyed event, considering jessica's reputation for throwing big and noisy parties. pretty surprised that many people weren't there(but then again it was a "low keyed event"). my voice's still not back yet, so yesterday was pretty tough for me. couldnt really carry conversations, though i really really want to, cause 1) there are some people i havent seen in a while, 2)there is juicy gossip to be shared and 3)talking is really the only entertainment all of us can be a part of. this whole voice losing thing is really bugging me...im really desperate to get it back. so please please return it back to me.
another thing - its not like im sick or anything...i just cant talk. it was a little irritating having people treating me like im an invalid. or that i couldnt think for myself or something. anyway but i know they mean well.
so there were a lot of fried food last night which i ate. frankly i've had about enough of watching what i eat hopiing my voice will come back cause it wont. no matter what i eat. or not.
had fun playing with each others' hair. thinking back, it was kinda retarded but we had fun...and that's most important i guess.
went home slightly after ten. earliest ever in the history of jessica's parties, and im left wondering what's wrong. it's not even like everybody left at 10...that would have been better. people started leaving at around eightish. that is waaaaay early man. i suppose now that people have moved on and gotten new lives(unlike me who seems to be stuck in some kinda time warp) they've grown out of the whole old life old routine kinda thing.
but that's just me.
results are coming out reaal soon i imagine people are starting to sweat. im keeping my fingers crossed.
