how did it come to this?
saw a funeral while walking home late last night. there werent many people around. a table or 2, most probably family memebers. usually funerals as i know are noisy affairs - there's always alotta people around. not this one though. does it mean this poor guy didnt have many friends? was he well liked? why werent ppl going to his funeral? did people know? see im starting to refer him as past tense already.
which got me thinking...will i have many people mourning for me when i die? will people even care? worse still, will they not even know? will i be missed? what will i have contributed by the time i die? where will i go...?
such heavy thoughts.
oh well i get easily depressed.
