how did it come to this?
went namelist crazy late last night. added, added, and added somemore peeps to my whatever list(s). wheee. havent had that much fun on my com. not when my com's a broken down &^$%*&^( piece of shit. anyway. that's what happens when u put me and namelists together.
aching all over. went running with ning and co last evening. havent been doing such stuff ever since school started. in fact..haven been having much of a life since school started.
was talking with the gals last night when the inevitable topic of relationships came up. im starting to wonder what's really up with my love life. i feel kinda wierd bout certain things...dont know if people know..dont know if people accept that as what i really feel. i feel different from them somehow..like detached or some woebegone kinda feeling. somehow having a nice happy family..a home with a backyard, a husband and 2 kids feels..ugh to me. the picture's just not right. with me anyhow. there. im a serious wierdo. shall stop here before i feel sorry for myself.
