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Nobody's Home
Avril Lavigne
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
I's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
my aunt just surprised me with a palmtop. now what would i do with that? "its supposed to be a organiser" she said. yeah right. dont think it'll do much of organising as far as i'm concerned.
france lost. damnit. all the teams that are left are funny teams. im so NOT watching euro '04 anymore. STUPID game.
tomorrow's the exams.
i feel so unprepared.
god help me.
so many blogits today! *pats myself on the back*
oh well since i'm not updating it everyday i can keep talking when i do. its just one of those days...i just feel like talkng and talking and talking!
i feel like my eyes are gonna pop out - im so tired. yesterday's match was SO not good..england lost by ONE penalty. damnit. stupid beckham with his stupid kicks. arh. now england's gone home. oh well. better them then france =x.
today's match with france! i cant wait. hurhur.
henry!!!!!! :):):)
i can never never never never never resist such things...they're soo...addictive!
Y O U R....
x. name: daphne
x. birthday: 30 july
x. nationality: singaporean
x. school: nyjc
x. piercings: ears, navel, tongue
x. tattoos: heh hopefully a few
x. height: 166
x. shoe size: 7
x. hair color: brown
x. length: short!er lar
x. pets: dog!!!!!
L A S T...
x. movie you rented : about schimdt
x. movie you bought : er...hmm..
x. song you listened to : michelle branch - til i get over you
x. song you had stuck in your head : jet - look what you've done
x. song you've downloaded : ditto
x. person you've called: xinyin
x. person that called you : erm..hmm..jose
x. person you talked to online: jac!
x. time you dyed your hair: long time
x. time you took pictures: wed
x. tv show you've watched : eng vs portugal!
x. person you were thinking of : my obsession
D O ..
x. you have a bf or gf : NO!!
x. you have a crush on someone : hmm...
x. you wish you could live somewhere else : new york new york! the busy life.. somewhere u can get lost in n not be found
x. you believe in online dating : ugh
x. others find you attractive : hahahaa of cos i'll say yes! hahahhaha =x
x. you want more piercings : yea
x. you want more tattoos : YES
x. you drink : yep
x. you steal : hur hur jus stole my fren's eraser(yes jy? =x)
x. you do drugs : painkillers count? haha
x. you like cleaning : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
x. you write in cursive or print : either way its the same. ppl cant understand.
x. you carry a donor card : no. hopefully i will. i believe in sharing my organs.
F O R // A G A I N S T...
x. long distance relationships: against. i need to actually see my mate ya?
x. using someone : against!
x. suicide : hmm.
x. killing people : who? my uncle den yea.
x. teenage smoking : against. ppl who smoke should DIE!
x. doing drugs : against
x. premarital sex : heh. im a lustful person livin in a lustful world. =x
x. driving drunk : erm..
x. gay/lesbian relationships: for. this probably is gonna sound cheesy..but love knows no boundaries =) hahahaha
C H O O S E O N E:
x. black/white: black
x. bf or gf/ friends: friends
x. morning/night: night! im SO not a morning person
x. pool/jacuzzi: jacuzzi
x. britney/christina: christina!!!! i'll choose britney only if im deaf and/or 5 years old.
x. sunlight/moonlight: moonlight
x. blonde/brunette: eh? neither
x. short hair/long hair: long
F A V O R I T E...
x. food : anything but brinjal and papayas
x. color: purple, black, green blah blah blah PINK =x hahahaha
x. number: 13
x. song : loads
x. thing to do : sleep. eat. shit. dig my nose. u know, the works. doing nothing would be nice.
x. thing to talk about : g.o.s.s.i.p hurhur
x. candy: eh..no pref lar
x. drink : vanilla coke
x. movie : moulin rouge
x. bands : christina aguilera...well n her erm band =x
x. holidays : i used to like christmas. now everyday's the same. the holiday cheers have gone from my life.
H A V E Y O U E V E R...
x. cried over a boy : no. im pretty strong
x. caught your bf/gf cheating: no
x. lied to someone : yea. duh.
x. been in a fist fight / arrested: no
x. regretted being with a guy : humpf
W A H...
x. shampoo do you use : vidal sassoon
x. perfume do you use : estee lauder's pleasures, MNG, vic's secret's moonlight magic
x. are you scared of : alotta things
N U M B E R...
x. of times I have had my heart broken? : my heart's a broken piece of art
x. of hearts I have broken? : ah...
x. of boys I have kissed? : ...
x. of girls I have kissed? : heh.
x. of continents I have lived in? : ....singapore isnt even a continent! alrite den asia then.
x. of drugs taken illegally? : 0
x. of people I would classify as true friends and, could trust with my life : haha 10!!! i lurrrrve em to death.
x. of people I consider my enemies? : 0
x. of cd's that I own? : tts a stupid question
x. of scars on my body? : ditto
x. of things in my past that I regret: toooooooo many. it'll take me allll day.
W H A T.P O P S.I N.Y O U R.H E A D..
x. banana: banana milkshake! my fave health drink of the mo. haha
x. backstreet boys: so dead and gone.
x. fingers: urm my injured thumb and hehheh. im instantly happy again. :)
x. parrot: girl in my school
x. coconut: stupid chant we used to say in pri school
x. green: nice!
x. red: blood
x. sleep: ooooh
x. money: i sooo want that
x. knife: scream
x. giraffes: animal?
photos we took! haha the last one was edited by carin and ya...she has a fetish for funny lookin words nobody understands...and RIBBONS hahahaha
jy's idea of art??! ahahaha cannot make it arh drey~
heh. at jac's place! peeps who want fotos of the day click here
How to make a daphne Ingredients:
5 parts pride
5 parts brilliance
3 parts empathyMethod:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of curiosity and a pinch of salt. Yum!
let me tell you guys a story about a fisherman.
there was once this fisher man who was really poor. he didnt have what it takes to be numero uno in the fishing world -the fishes avoided him. the fisherman was very sad. so as a result, he came up with a plan. he decided to buy up all of the market's fishing nets, and brought ALL of them to sea one day. so this fisherman, from then on, started fishing with not only one net, but many mnay nets.
now this fisherman was really unlucky cause his many nets were unable to catch fish still. but with the newfound faith that it will, he kept up at it. it certainly improved his odds at catching fish, and he was confident. but this was WRONG and absolutely UNETHICAL. the number of nets he owned grew to be so large that one fine day, while out fishing, he got tangled up in the nets and fell and drowned to his death.
-THE END-
oh well.
stupid fuckin bastard.
i HATE fishermen with multiple nets.
blah
oh boy i havent been here in a while.
went studying(read: crapping around and eating and doing nothing much else) with jy, marie and carin on wed. funny thing now i think about it, all of us are from different schools so..ya. anyway, did only 2 questions which is like..SO unproductive. went photo crazy with them and took soooooo many photos. brought the camera along so ya..jy went trigger happy. had soooo much fun. i MISSED that.
the entire trip home today was SO annoying. waited like..half n hour for the stupid bus, then had to endure the half hour long journey alone with 1 helluva irritating kid and the idiotic driver. the kid was SO annoying, i swear i almost punched her in the face. she was like, right behind me and she kept screaming/screeching/fuckin pissing me off, all the while with the stupid pink balloon that kept bopping in my face. i shoulda stuffed the balloon in her big mouth. i HATE kids. then there was the driver who drove like he was in 2 furious, honking at whatever was in front of him. almost stuck his steering wheel up his ass. argh i hate being alone.
i think ive died and gone to heaven. hee. shall not elaborate.
netball carnival today. lost many of the matches we played, but that's not the point. under the sun most the day BUT IM STILL YELLOW! i really need to tan bad.
dont have the time though.
school's about to start and ive realised i havent been studying as much as i should! damn damn damn.
thinking of cutting my hair short. not short short, just...shorter. maybe to shoulder length?
im so sooo happy! :) :) :) :) :x
omg. i cant believe i forgot someone's birthday. SO unlike me. but i guess life's been pretty hectic n things...they get forgotten ya.
IM soooo sooooo SORRY! hahaha
HAPPY BELATED
BDAY EILEEN!!!!!
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:Level Score Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Low Level 2 (Lustful) Very High Level 3 (Gluttonous) Low Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Moderate Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) High Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) High Level 7 (Violent) High Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) High Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) High
Take the Dante's Inferno Test
yesterday's match results: spain 1 russia 0, portugal 1 greece 2
ohmygawd! portugal lost. host country. supposed stronger team. figo. ronaldo. oh. my. god.
oh well. things never happen the way you want them to be.
greece's goalie looks kinda old though =x.
tonight's match: france vs england, switzerland vs croatia
I CANT WATCH! argh i wan scv bad man.
omg i feel so FAT.
been eatin and eating and eating. gosh i need to stop.
it feels so good to be alive and well.
i feel so... helpless.
the world is such an overwhelming place.
4 days to the euro 2004. i cant wait. *excited*
finally a day i get to be at home.
the holidays stink. im even less at home than i was before the hols. great huh? but oh well, today rocks. stayed at home and did nothing except eat n sleep. i lurrrve this kinda life. cant believe today's gonna end in like...2hrs 40 mins. then its back to rush rush rush. i HATE that.
i havent seen many of my friends in a while. i havent seen schoolwork for a while(yay).
all that WILL CHANGE.
to double-check...
yep i still have my obsession. but then u know what? im not gonna care who thinks what. its MY obsession after all :D
see? a day at home alone does wonders to your soul :)
had a dream of...for lack of a better word..epic proportions. i think anyone i've ever met before cameoed in this dream. it's really funny now that i think of it.oh well dreams usually are. cant remember much,last memory was of cindy, the school canteen, and a bowl of wanton mee. hur.
so cuteeee! 
i cant believe it. this is sooo embarrassing. there's this song, i dont know why but its kinda stuck in my head and there i was, in the lift back home and i was sorta like singing(screaming or screeching wadeva) with my back to the lift door when the lift door opened. oh gawd. there goes my life. haha.
i told someone bout my obsession just now.
just as i expected, she didnt understand. didnt understand it as i would have wanted her to anyway.
there's this...funny feeling. i SO do not want to be misunderstood.
but then again, my obsession's an obsession. its my problem that i cant explain it! so i guess i dont blame her for not understanding.
what's there to understand anyway?
this is a very touchy problem.
PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla
lasts
last person u kissed: my doggieeee! erm last dog lar
last cigarette: eurgh
last good cry: ever so often in my dark lil corner
last library book checked out: lord of the flies by william golding
last movie seen: shrek 2
last book read: lord of the flies
last curse word uttered: fuck
last beverage drank: water? haha tts sad
last food consumed: stupid coffee flavoured bread
last phone call: ed
last tv show watched: nip/tuck
last shoes worn: my new(er newish) nike shoes!
last cd played: avril lavigne under my skin
last item bought: giordano v neck
last downloaded: friends!
last disappointment: my screwing up during last friday's match
last soda drank: root beer
last thing handwritten: functions hmwrk
last word spoken: "wo zhi dao" to my granny
last sleep: 2+ am last nite
last weird encounter: erm...
last ice cream eaten: omg so looong ago!
last amused: at the nami joke some friend cracked
last time trippin on drugs?: aspirin count? haha
last time in love: hmf im not answering that. in obsession though hur.
last time hugged: sally
last time scolded: ...
last chair sat in: the chair im in now? bleugh
last time lipstick used: yuck. hur hur. gloss?
last shirt worn: stupid red tee i dun even wear out anymore
last poster looked at: avril lavigne
agos
1 MINUTE AGO: typing
1 HOUR AGO: aoe!
1 DAY AGO: shopping!!!!!!
1 WEEK AGO: depressed.
3 months AGO: just started school
1 YEAR AGO: still in secondary school. june 5th....red x camp? ugh
questions
1. What do you most like about your body? erm. height?
2. And least? legs
3. How many fillings do you have? i dont keep count.
4. Do you think you're good looking/beautiful? haha yeah =x
5. Do other people tell you that you're good looking/beautiful? erm..tts a funny question. i guess?
FIRSTS
First job: bata tpy
First screen name: tank_girl
First funeral: cant remember
First pet: hamster
First piercing/tattoo: cant remember
First credit card: huh.
First Kiss: my momma haha
First one that mattered: -
First love: = 1st love lost.
First enemy: none. tts just being stupid
First big trip: m`sia i guess
First concert: maas 2002
