how did it come to this?
i told someone bout my obsession just now.
just as i expected, she didnt understand. didnt understand it as i would have wanted her to anyway.
there's this...funny feeling. i SO do not want to be misunderstood.
but then again, my obsession's an obsession. its my problem that i cant explain it! so i guess i dont blame her for not understanding.
what's there to understand anyway?
this is a very touchy problem.