how did it come to this?
20040702,
23:05
i feel kinda...friendless lately. its just a state of mind really but..
i dont like sounding like a grouch but sometimes you actually do have to work to keep something going. i know people are probably not gonna remember this one thing that happened, but its small things like this that get me feeling like crap.
im always laughing. been laughing at myself since i learnt how to walk. its good really, not taking myself seriously. but sometimes, laughing at myself so much i think makes people forget i actually have feelings.
