how did it come to this?
i dont really know what's going on with me anymore.
feeling kinda happy(i guess) today. saw my obsession 3 times!! 3! normally once would be like..so damn hard already but 3 times! gosh that was great.
then there was the so near yet so far feeling that..wasnt that great.
been stoning all day today. tried taking a nap but i just couldnt sleep. tried studying too but...dont think any actual studying was done. heck i dont even know what exactly i did. so i guess im just gonna give up.
i'd rather be dreaming.