how did it come to this?
20040829,
19:22
ive been doing alotta thinking lately.
i think my uncle really, truly is and unfeeling, ungrateful bastard.
i also think he's like that because he doesnt let people love him.
i think my family is dysfunctional.
i think im too loud.
i think my future in netball is really bleak.
i think nobody really listens to what i say.
i think everybody never listens to what other people say.
i think i need to let go.
i think i care too much.
i think im losing it.
i think im giving up.
i think i get too easily annoyed.
i think that, with the world as chaotic as it already is, me trying to add my 2 cents worth will be too much for myself to bear. so i should just shut up.
