how did it come to this?
"this is my baby. i love him/her to bits. i hope we can be together forever and ever."
argh it makes me sick. i make me sick. i love him. i love her. i love me. i love them. what does love really mean?
nothing. nothing at all.
love is pain. love is hurt.
love is evasion.
love is all the horror stories you never heard.
love is a guy loving a girl and the girl loving him back. what crap.
love is getting what you want.
im not getting what i want.
i dont want pain. i dont want hurt
i dont want to be evaded.
i dont like horror stories in my life.
i dont love a guy and no guys love me.
so there.
love is a big piece of mouldy cake that has stayed in the fridge for too long just because you cant bear to throw it out.
get the fuck off my back.
right now i dont even love myself.
