how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
how did it come to this?
they say a picture says a thousand words. in that case im saying 24000 words already. heh. novel worthy huh?
Sentosa beach outing
outing with my darling girls
cheeky monkeys
Lantern festival!
i hate my life right now. i dont have any alone time. AT ALL. my schedule's killing me. i just wanna curl up and NOT go for anything. yes, that means school too. well, especially not school. school time is now officially torture-daphne-time. stupid intensive chinese lessons. ugh. just thinking about it makes me shiver.
on a brighter note, pw's almost finished. just completed the oral presentation for my group. have i said before that i love my group members? compared to the other groups i feel...hmm shall not really continue. just that..we all do equal amounts of work. no more, no less. and THAT is a blessing.
when will i ever see you again?
that's it.
life no longer has meaning.
detached.
senseless, just wandering round.
alone,
yet surrounded by people
around
with all the noise and colour.
lost.
and confused.
i think building a relationship on a pack of lies just sets one up for a fall. it might seem the best possible way out everytime an opportunity presents itself to lie your way out, but things will ultimately turn bad. like an apple infested with a worm, the lies will eventually decompose the apple from the inside. i cannot imagine how its like to be on the receiving end of the lies - to be lied to and to find it out.. no matter what reasoning behind it its no excuse to lie.
ive decided - i hate liars.
"i look like a boy!"
yep you're right. the title suggests america's next top model. what a absolutely fanstastic show. i mean, what better show allows you to ogle at gorgeous, leggy women? what's more, its sorta a comfort that they too have small boobs! alright maybe with the exception of a few...but the Big Chested One is already out so.. anyway i just think sarah is hot with a capital H man. even with that god-awful maggimee head hair - anybody else would..well look like a clump of mee got stuck on their heads but she looks whoot! haha.
and her, my dear readers is adriana lima. so absolutely hot. heh.
if people were paintings, my very own would be an abstract. full of disturbing, unidentifiable edges. bursts of black, white and gray. specks of blink-and-you'll-miss-it colors, lost in a sea of monotone. swirls maybe... just utter confusion. that will be me.
my mom would be a painting ful of soft colors, a pastel. but none of those flowers and trees and butterflies you'll associate with this kinda painting, hers would be splotches of pastel colors on a jarring white background. no definition, no nothing. 'cause that's what she has become. a non-definitive painting too bland but would have been beautiful should a little more work been done on it.
my friends would be landscape paintings. not the kind of beautiful landscapes full of water and the sky - the epitome of peace - mind you, but landscapes full of people. explosion of activities, a sea of happy messes. full of life and laughter. in the busy flea market streets maybe. bright sunlight streaming through. the hustle and bustle of city life without the menace. families in the sun, laughter all abound. bright colors everywhere but short of being glaring. that's what kind of painting my friends would be like.
because its true.
heh. 2 down, 3 to go!
today is WORLD VEGETARIAN DAY!!
eat veggies peeps.
my grandma's com is spoilt. it..im a jinx really. keep me away from all computer related stuff. i'll screw it up.
it seems like all i talk about recently is about my computers. or lack of it rather.
singapore idol yesterday. so kewl can! daphne rawks my world. haha. she's so bloody cute i cant stand it. her aside, the rest were..erm oh-kaaay i guess.
jeasea is getting fatter!! oh and olinda's boobs were huge!! as in eye-popping huge!!! ohmygod.
there's this mint plant my mom bought sometime ago, and its been such a source of inspiration to me. i think im going all woozy in the head but, just looking at the plant, all twisted and bent towards the sun just makes me sooo encouraged. you know, its all philosophical- how a small plant can do so much for its survival. im rather philosophical recently huh.
i think exam stress is getting to all of us. i mean yesterday at school my entire class after gp tutorial just went bazookas. everybody was singing. hah. and it wasnt the kinda hum to yourself singing, it was scream your lungs out kinda sing. ok maybe that was only for me but the rest of the guys were pretty loud too.
