how did it come to this?
i cant believe im wasting my life away like that. stuck in the shitty school cause of training. which i already had yesterday. which will cause me to ache for tomorrow's cross country. which will make me dread thursday's training.
yes people im running so much i'm ready to chop off my legs. why am i born WITH legs?!
no seriously, thank god i have legs. i take that back.
argh, life is so mundane. gotta do something constructive with my life. like NOT going for training. now that's a thought to hold onto.
oh and i wanna go donate blood. anybody else game? c'mon do something good for society all you little good for nothing pieces of mouldy bread.
nah i'm just kidding, you know i love you all.
i'm feeling nutty. must be from the overexposure to the sun. there you have it. i'll go on and on about training. this is MY blog. i can complain all i want.
TRAINING SUCKS! yep, this time i mean it. i can train better at home on my couch eating chips. HAH.
i wanna watch hotel rwanda! and elektra! omg my to-do list just keeps piling. thanks to training i DONT have spare time.
what's spare time?! spare time to me now is like a jewel stuck in mud. cant FIND IT. i'm going crazy. stupid stupid training.
i should go get my tutorials done. yep i should i should i should i CANT. just thinking about training later and my aching limbs after that and i feel like puking already. how to do anything else?!
its a vicious cycle man. training, sleep, school, training, sleep, school. maybe i should try to break the cycle. like go cycling. in the middle of the night. and then not go for training. or school. yeah that's a pretty neat idea.
oh wait. i DONT have a bike. ha. my mother's big godawful thing with two wheels and a paddle dont count. hers is just...a big basket on wheels. ha.
i should probably stop now.
im not making sense.
i'd just be making strings of words.
nevermind you people can read this for light entertainment.
HA.
