everywhere i go it seems i keep seeing happy people. i've had enough of it. if i see one more happy couple strolling on the streets like its nobody's business i'll FUCKIN burn them. its salt to the wound and every place that i turn to i see happiness. i DONT want that. i want pain. i want suffering. i want lots of rain and depressed people.
how did it come to this?
i cant stand smiles, jokes, constant chatter about everything and nothing at once.
i dont want to talk. i dont want to engage. i want to be alone. i dont want to fuckin pretend im fine and dandy. go away. stay away. dont bother me cause i dont want to be bothered.
happiness is a drag.
happiness is illusive.
happiness is so bloody annoying to me right now.
what in the world is there to be happy about anyway?
people are dying of hunger everyday, temperatures are soaring because of "climate change", people get mugged, raped, killed and worse, all 3 of them.
happiness is a specific. what do YOU have to be happy about?
