how did it come to this?
i hate u.
im tryin and tryin and still its not enough for u?
so go on, play mind games with me.
say its not enough.
nothing's ever enough with the distance between us.
and u say u feel the distance? join in the club. does that make u feel dejected? lost?
and dont ever FUCKIN say the situation is different for u and me. its the same. if anything it's worse having your friends around but there's still no one to turn to.
so go on, be sensitive.
be religious.
be bloody pessimistic.
and go ahead and make me feel worthless wont u?
i dont know why things get the way they are.
mayb there's something so fundamentally loathesome about me that i repel all the people closest to me.
maybe my mom is right.
maybe i really cant do anything right.
what about u?
