how did it come to this?
i wish the world would just envelope me.
i really hate mondays.
mondays are when we have to go to school. or at least, mondays are days when we're supposed to go to school.
going to school means meeting people. all the people who are so fucking happy.
meeting happy people means i have to be happy too.
and i really hate being happy right now.
i hate trying to.
really.
so just leave me alone why dont u.
dont even try.
'cause isnt it true that deep inside you dont want to?
its all just obligation.
that's why i dont sleep nights anymore.
there's hardly anybody around at night.
i really need someone to take me away from all this but u cant can you?
not you. or you. or you or you or you.
so just go ahead and leave me alone like all you've been doing.
