how did it come to this?
i cant believe my fuckin luck recently cause i keep seeing red bag wherever i go. its so great man at least the school's less boring when there's something to look at..the only glitch's that she probably knows cause i happen to catch her eye these couple of days which only means a)that she's fuckin weirded out or b)she's fuckin flattered and amused but i highly doubt option b is anywhere near true though. its just wishful thinking on my part(and babe JUST wishful thinking, nothing more. yr still the one i want :)) and it'll be less weird if she's thinkin b cause i wont hafta feel awkward and like some kinda psycho stalker(which i am NOT.) anyway, saw her today AGAIN as i was walkin to the stupid school to hand up the stupid cca form cause i wasnt in school when i had to and i didnt want to have ZERO pts. walked right by her and the most incredible thing happened - she turned. well but to a)look back at me or b)the trees behind me or c)the old aunties exercising in a corner i dont know. more wishful thinking for me :). anyway so now i have someone in school who thinks im a weird psychopath. thank god i dont go to school anymore.
im feeling pretty high right now. i guess cause i ate SO bloody much at wen's place jus now i feel like my intestines can burst anytime. i think i didnt stop since we sat down for dinner til like 2am in the morning. :/ great, now im a weird psychopath AND a glutton. i love my girlies to death man. i feel like i have friends again. i need social interactions man! too little and ole grouchy me comes to stay.
oh and my blog's a nice cosy little gathering place! hurhur. people actually DO read my stuff..so i guess i should feel pretty glad i suppose. though its quite strange to have anonymouses whom i supposedly have seen more times than he has me. but then again..
oh and to enlighten my dear ole friend anonymous the original:
it is SCIENTIFICALLY proven that eating chocolates releases the same hormones as havin sex does. so there.
and while i've been very bored with my time i did this to wen(happy birthday once again and THANK YOU for a wonderful dinner. love u loads :))
i only hope time wont sue me for copyright laws or something.
