how did it come to this?
i hate sayin that i need pills to help me sleep but i do. im so screwed up that i do and now i feel like shite and there's nobody here to comfort me and my overheated brain cant process what's happening now its like a nightmarre, one that i've always had in the back of my mind, one that i knew would come true but refuse to face it. mayb that's why i dont sleep anymore and i need you here i need u here more so now than ever to kiss away my fears and my nightmares and tell me everythin will be alright again and that the sun will shine. but you're not here and u never will be able to and all i can hold onto are shadows of our past and even they are slowly fading away..can u tell me that tomorrow when i wake everything will be fine and dandy once more?
