how did it come to this?
so.
ive finally finished my uni applications(uni can u believe it pretty soon it'll be me sayin i've finished making my retirement plans or somethin). i guess here's the part where i start falling to my knees and praying and praying and praying.
and praying.
please please please want me. at least consider me. or even just look at me. PLEASE.
and i was clearing the links under my "favorites" list and i was SO disturbed by this. i mean WTF?!
okay ive actually tried going there but it doesnt load. i DONT want it to load man. i mean wth its POKEMON for godssake. now that's freaky.
now wait a minute. i remember heydays when i thought pokemon was the best game ever. LOL ok no i dont mean that but u get my drift.
i just gotta say, its so not MY link. somebody must be using the computer in my absence( like my cousins. or junior. or even my mother on one of her weird moods.)
pokemon crater aside, nothing new in my life. yeah yes yes its a sad story.
im hanging out in town to much i should prolly move there already. saves the trouble of travelling back. only i dont really fancy the idea of living in a cardboard box. i mean, where to put the toiletries man?! (okay im just being lame)
u prolly can tell by now that i am very bored. online people are non responsive, which is pretty much a drag( okay maybe im not trying hard enough to talk to them. yes im a spoilt bitch, i wait for people to come talk to me. and when they do i most prolly dont reply. LOL. no wonder no one does :X)
im still very bored. i should prolly go to sleep or something. my life is like..work, town, sleep. repeat, and rinse if neccessary.
im not making much sense.
bottomline's i dont have much of a life.
i miss my friends. i wanna go over to their place and just rot and eat til we feel like puking and sit around talking about nothing at all.
but instead im working and talking about everything to people who think im danny/desmond/dennis/insert your guy's name here. I HATE MY JOB.
oh yeah. i did not mention it huh? I HATE MY JOB. i hate it as much as i hate papaya. no wait, i hate it more than i hate papaya. THAT is how much i hate my job. i hate waking up early. i hate having to talk to strangers. i hate talking to black plastic. i hate people named angela/aishah. i HATE numbers.
i hate it so much, i want to quit right now. right here. but instead i have crappy people putting me on shift. BAH. shift means no life. shift means no play. shift means no french lessons on wednesdays! shift means no windsurfing on sundays! shift = shit = job = :(
i wanna learn french so i can read baudelaire! i LOVE baudelaire. but i dont understand him that well and this relationship is not going so well if i cant understand him. translations are shit and if i love translations i'll love HIM. mr baudelaire i dont care if you're dead, balding, smelly(because youre a boy), thinner than a stick and possibly sick in the head. mr baudelaire i love you and i want to marry you so u can write poems to me to recite all day long snuggled up in my bed.
oh yeah! im prolly nutty cause of the lack of meat in my life. you know its strange, but you think youre gonna be with meat for life, you think that each time you eat meat there's gonna be a tomorrow, but WHAM! tomorrow comes and ta-dah no more meat. i cant seriously remember the last time i tasted meat. okay its only been 3 days but...! IM SUCH A MEAT LOVER. i cant live without meat. im a meatarian. and now im vegan. and i have the most extreme cravings. 3 days down the road and im starting to crave for juicy medium rare steaks that ooze blood when you slice into them. 3 days and im starting to imagine the soft tender chewiness of beef in my mouth. oh man im so BLOODY HUNGRY :(
but im firm. and strong. if we all stop eating meat for ONCE a week - just one day - can u imagine the number of animals we can save a day?!?!?~!?~?
i alone can eat a whole chicken in a sitting. so just imagine that.
im saving truckloads of chickens. ive saved a small family of chickens from annihilation just by being vegan for these 3 days. LOL. okay im blabbering already.
i should go tata good night.
I WANT TO WATCH V IS FOR VENDETTA!!!
