how did it come to this?
feeling extremely irritated now. everything just...sucks. doesn't help that im doin maths now. hate maths. hate school. hate life. hate conversations. hate my family. argh..in a hateful mood today.
today actually started out well. went to ningzi, xinyin and xiaoying's com today. of them all, only xinyin got a third. which is sooo totally unfair. not with xinyin's win, thats wheee! for her...but bout the others. i mean, can't understand why slutish looking people who can't sing for nuts can win the thing. guess it was the whole girls school(high class standard) thing. the gal that did ayumi's appears was good. sounded identical. man. still think that my friends should win. anyways, got consolations prizes for all of them, which we had a feast on after(it was all food, by the way), so it was kinda ok..on the whole.
came back home to a grumpy me. can't account for the sudden mood change, but it was probably cause everybody was irritating me. first off, it was my auntie. she had to go on show me the stupid article on saving money(which included lesser pocket money and lesser meals outside). what pissed me off was that she didn't say all those for the sake of saying it - she had an ulterior motive. to show that i have too much pocket money...and to emphasize on not eating out. Then it was my mother. she kept insisting i eat the leftovers of their dinner, which i refused oh so many times because i'm so damn bloated. she keeps having the misconception that i haven't had enough to eat and keeps,well, bugging me. then she had to accuse me of doing something that is so damn ridiculous. then my maths, stupid questions that keep going roound n round without an ending. it didn't help that the loud conversations my auntie was having with my grandma bout her overeacting to things (in my opinion) was so annoying. see that's the thing with my auntie. she keeps scolding my grandpa for being so sensitive to the little things that don't matter, but deep inside she's just like him. every little thing she's afraid of. i mean, i've heard of taking precautions, but, too much is too much. she 's afraid of so many things, her life's so restricted and she can't enjoy herself.
then there was the stupid com. i hate it more and more. should just dump it somewhere where trains can run over it.the programs don't work half the time, and those that do usually stop working after a while. what's more, "trusty" programs just quit when u most need them. like my sound recorder. stupid damn thing only managed to recored 3 miserable songs in mp3 format before sputtering dead. then i had to record in wave. then it totally became unrecordable. then i had to try and download other softwares. THEN i realised most the progs allowed u to only rec for a few secs...before quitting altogether. so many hours on the com, and i feel i haven't done anything. i feel bloated and my throat feels horrid. i'm going deaf from all the screaming during the competition. i have a headache from all the nagging. my nose hurts from my auntie's aromatheraphy. i can't type propely cause internet explorer keeps poopping out new windows. can my day suck any more?!?~!?~!?
