how did it come to this?
not been here for a while. it's like i dont have the time to, but i do. really i do. study time has been officially replaced with do-anything-but-study time. oh well.
am now at fatz. didnt get as lost as i usually do when going to her house, though i got off one stop too late. walk was good for me.
had time to think about stuff on the looong bus ride there. its funny really, how people like thinking bout things past-tense. we tend towards the "good ole past" and wonder how things would have been if we did things "that way". oh well. some might say its nostalgic...romantic even to hold on to things that have happened waay back, but i say it's just another one of those cheating ways people do to deal with the unpleasantness in one's life now. isnt that true? think back and you might realise all the memories you like replaying in your head are fond ones, all the bad tucked somewhere in the deepest recessions of your brain. why live your life in the present if all you wanna do is relive the past? sad to say, but true. again..sad to say, but im guilty as charged as well. but who aint?
sorta reminds me of the show i watched yesterday and again today. it was bout 3 different women's lives in a day intertwined by a book. but then again, maybe they werent that different after all. they are all women stuck in a rut, in a place they didnt want but have to. its a impacting movie, though a tad hard to understand but anyways...
i leave today with a quote from virginia woolf, a character in the movie: "you cant live life by avoiding it"
so long,
xxx
