how did it come to this?
my life like..sucks to the core right now. i've only heard of people who cant get into a jc...NOT the other way around. which is the case for me. my stupid mom..thanks to all the annoying hearsay she's been picking up..is gonna force me to get into a jc. which is not to consider about my interests, my wants, or that it is my life they're tossing about. it's not even like i dont have a clue where i wanna go, or that i am choosing poly as the easy way out. i've like..thought about this so much more than my mom - who by the way have no idea what jc life is like..only that it's cheaper and it takes 2 years. i mean she doesnt even know how many jc's there are here.
argh it sucks. i can feel my life being flushed down the drain.