how did it come to this?
what a week. its supposed to be the week long holiday for school peeps, and my one last chance for freedom before i get thrown into hell. so many things happening, i dont know where to start. here goes:
sat, 13th march - first time meeting him today. felt as if i've known him for so long yet we've nv met. strange really, cant even remember how we met. supposed to meet him at 11...but well i was late. luckily for me he was too so.. ok the meeting wasnt as bad as i thought it'll be, though it was kinda awkward(hey 2 people gatherings are always awkward for me). coulnt find the convention hall(although i've been to suntec so mnay times). so i realised we were gonna gif out flyers at the IT fair. i didnt even noe there was a fair. anyway, the 1st day passed rather boringly(there a word?). had to leave at 5 suddenly. more embarrassments. went acs(the school) to watch s.h.e. they were....well near. the music's loud, the people are loud but hey, im not complaining. the school was like HUGE. shall not comment on that.
sun, 14th march - 2nd day of work. more embarrassments. oh my im embarrassing myself terribly in front of him. anyway 2nd day was better. slacked the whole day - did only like 3 hrs worth of work when we're paid for 6. the whole idea of the second day was to carry brightly colored vanguard sheets(all 11 of us) advertising free photo paper to new printer owners. so us(all 11 of us) walked to and fro, with everyone looking at us. kinda kewl..in a dorky kinda way. moving on.
mon, 15th march - went shopping! 1st time wearing the nice lil skirt i so fell in love with, though people around werent that fascinated by it as i was. was supposed to buy a new school bag, but didnt and bought an "outing " bag instead. splurged all money on food. crapped lots at the gelare cafe wit jac, fatz n jess. then proceeded home.
tues, 16th march - boring day at home. was supposed to take written test for mass comm..but i forgot. oh well there goes my dream
wed, 17th march - had bbq with derrick n co. stupid weather kept us from really having fun. small group of girls there..so we jus chatted(while looking out for the rain) and ate. kinda nice cuz we didnt really need to cook the food. yeeleng, ever the crappy/silly/funny one, was dancing the nite away with her light sticks. and so the "light-of-fire" or whatever its called group is borne. went home pretty early - earliest i've had for such bbq stuff.
thurs, 18th march - more shopping!! really felt like tai-tais...in the whole shop a little, rest a lot way. bought 2 tops...and finally! my bag. settled for a sling bag after all...tote will be so un- me doncha think? spent way too much money on food and drinks. have decided not to take atm out on excursions like this anymore.
fri, 19th march - another bbq - this time ps and gang's. boyfriends included. so the whole night we pretty much didnt see those peeps, just an occasional glance or word with them. its alright i guess. plenty of other ppl, which makes it kinda hard to really sit down and talk to anybody. didnt get much to eat until mi, weishan, weising, chenxi sally and wenlin decided to do something bout it and cooked up a storm. we escaped with loads of food(mountains, literally). shanz was kinda wierd tt night..acting like a ahem, dinosaur. shall not talk bout that. anyway as the night progressed(and as more people started to leave), we actually did have a chance to sit down and talk about old days. it really hit me hard that this will probably be the very last time such a big group will gather together(with the exeption of my housewarming of course). got fetched home by xinyin's sister and boyfriend and once again, got laffed at by them. it seems im now the official laffing object of the family. haha. movin on.
sat, today! - got our posting results today. wenlin called eaaaaarly in the morning - 9.41am and told me the news. asked her to check it out for me and...ny arts here i come. not really sure if i should feel excited or not...im not feeling much emotions that point in time(maybe i'm not awake yet). some people are happier with their results then some others, and i hope the others can get wad they want in the end. praying for them with all my heart. as for me...hell beckons......
til the day i die,
xxx
