how did it come to this?
20040527,
21:16
nobody is who they seem to be. everytime your think you have someone figured out they turn out to be something else. every single friggin' time you fstart to feel something good is about to happen it always turns out to be a different way.
but this is my life, i'll admit that.
there is no way things can go well for me. everything HAS to go wrong. there's just no way about it. misunderstandings, miscommunication, misintepretation - whatever.
im just so sick of it.
