how did it come to this?
what a hectic life.
what i've realised, amidst this chaos surrounding me, is that for the first few times of my life i'm actually enjoying a sense of inner calm.
i cant stay away from you
i cant stop thinking about you
i cant stop missing you
give me another reason to live that's even better than the one i know and i'll gladly give it up for you.
i say it with pride and confidence for i know deep in my heart that right now, right here there's is no better reason than you.
i once said there were many things in life that i was afraid of.
many of them are because of you.
but when i have you near me these fears magically disappear.
im afraid of what tommorrow might bring.
im afraid of facing tomorrow without you.
you. you. you. you and only you.
its all that's in my head and it shows in all that i do.
i sometimes feel i've lost control of myself, but when i think of you, and all the things that you do, and ive decided.
i dont EVER want this feeling to end.
